>want to practice
>don't want anyone seeing me drawing
Why the FUCK am I like this? I've always been ashamed of any kind of self expression since I was a kid. I used to draw things when I was really young, and other things, like I would hum music and such. These days, I feel like I would rather smoke crack. I'd never listen to music I like out loud, I won't watch movies I like with few exceptions, I wouldn't be caught dead watching anime, etc. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.