I haven't had sex in 4 years. Met a girl somehow, we started going places and hanging out. We make out and start moving towards sex, we both talk about how excited we are about finally being together.
She tells me she has a FWB but is willing to "give me a chance" by breaking things off with him temporarily, but if we aren't a match she'll go back to him because the sex is too good.
I get insecure and don't like actively being compared to another guy, wondering if I'll be able to perform.
Later I realize it isn't a big deal, that's how dating works even if most people aren't as explicit about it, and I'm just nervous about my sexual ability after so many years out of the game. I should've taken the easy pussy while I had a chance.
Basically my insecurity fucked up a chance to finally get laid after 4 years. If I simply hadn't given a fuck what she did after me like with every other girl then I'd be getting laid right now.
I guess it's back to waiting for the next one to come around.
