Here, then I was becoming slightly more moderate, then I began interacting with people on Twitter and was half blackpilled, still, I figured the internet didn't necessarily translate to reality, then I got a very social job and started dealing with and seeing new people on a daily basis and realized how screwed racial relations and the dynamics between the sexes are. Now I'm less radicalized and more just straight up blackpilled. You see the end coming, realize there isn't much you can do, so you just do your best to stay out of the black depression and find the little things in life that keep you going when living in a world where life simply isnt the way it was supposed to be.