Finally got back into the gym and had an actual gym workout for the first time in like 2 months. Running was slow but acceptable because my legs arent adapted and boob pain (need a better bra ig). Going to aim to just knock out a few miles a day because if I run/jog back and to the gym I'll be at like 5km a day which is ~respectable~.
Delaying my injection by a few days just while my blood test kit arrives because yeah i should probably do that (I'm on EUn so ~4 days isn't a huge deal and I'm taking some sublingual to bridge).
Oh and I'm finally off nightshifts thank god. Lazy image because i lowkey forget to save stuff for this
>>40899228
I think a lot of like transition regret is more regret of facing discrimination. I sort of ask myself in a vacuum, if I knew I'd still be treated fairly would I still have any hesitance and I wouldn't and that's kinda what keeps me going.
Also just I see older guys at my work etc and abhor the idea of turning into them.

Off topic but as much as I want to get in as fast as possible I half debate if 6 months to sort some other transition stuff and have everything squared away on med appeals would be worth it. Mostly cause I could finish up laser, have a few bits of work done I want doing etc. But then I have to play medical appeal roulette when I have a place already *sigh*, and also having to pay private for hrt really doesnt appeal.
>>40902104
Good effort anon.
>>40908691
Have you checked your hormone levels. I dont have all your background but low hormone levels (E or T) can cause depressive symptoms. Might be an issue if you're detrans.
>>40893991
There are a few ppl ik who like snail goo (whatever it's called dawg, it's just snail goo).
>>40917489
Cheers dits