17 results for "244a0f6dc508e38d6d27a0cb0174851e"
>>41470496
>venus - the gateway to manifestation
>saturn (restriction) within venus (manifestation)
this lines up with my experience

https://youtu.be/7XVFzmchZ1Q
>>41475421
indeed i am interested. thank you

https://youtu.be/7xCk_nxGYxw
>>41468295
i like to think of it in this order;
>the godhead (true dreamer, "me")
>major fractal spirits (aspects of the godhead's personality made into distinct entities)
>moderate/lesser spirits ("children" or offshoot lesser entities that are themselves lesser aspects of a greater spirit)
>godvessels (our physical forms, humans possessed by lesser and greater spirits of a particular lineage)

the incarnations all are connected to the godhead itself both as aspects of itself and as parts of its greater dream

>the dream experiencing itself

https://youtu.be/qcEVvIwpel0
>>41462368
>>41462377
precisely right. when desperate people are backed into a corner, they are forced to do something to protect themselves

https://youtu.be/Smv-LhhaAcQ
>>41446176
you're welcome. i try to make up for my own aura of cringe and controversy with mindfulness. i was an absolute menace at first but my priorities have shifted

>>41446181
you are a wizard, in many respects you are indeed a walking god. you get your loosh, you handle the karma cost, reality responds to you

https://youtu.be/pb-ZmWU5oZQ

>>41446203
the price of spiritual awakening is often burdensome

https://youtu.be/TAgRkbPGlfI
>>41439589
there is a barrier in communication no doubt. much of my work has been in trying to overcome that

https://youtu.be/-WMTgS6oVwg
>>41438116
do you respect your dream?

https://youtu.be/HOkC0hVtA2o
>>41434086
https://youtu.be/Wtz38P5ZJRw
>>41414113
>>41414117
there's been an interesting spike in the prevalence eldritch horror in the general zeitgeist too, do you think that is connected?

https://youtu.be/Qkox2R_Ya2o
>>41408861
this is true but it can change with different dissociative states. smoking weed while hollow is a much less stressful experience

https://youtu.be/lMYIQz8VS4s
>>41407333
spooky trips

https://youtu.be/7HLzPJpnHpE
>>41400268
tenet is a pattern in the picture you posted. it reminded me of the movie, which does have some pretty interesting themes. i figured it was worth posting
>>41387848
this is why i'm convinced gangstonking is supernatural. it seems to remain consistent across encounters with people from all over the world

https://youtu.be/PD1EXJScA6k
>>41341479
still working on ways to curb my megalomania

https://youtu.be/5o4cfWsebH4
>>41333832
sure, if you are god and god has a whole lot of dissociative alternate identities. this is how i believe the second dream has multiplayer; we are all the godhead, of the godhead, but we are not whole, we are fragmented

that's my theory at least, so far

https://youtu.be/GU9lez_5W-U
>>41320741
perspective is oft the only difference in some cases, i suppose. i see the acceptance of death as the acknowledgement of the vacancy things leave behind once they are gone. acknowledgement of the echoes of the past carved into the things still left standing from their original time, what few of them remain before they too are finally eroded away. ghosts from different times, layered over our modern society like strata

https://youtu.be/hP2v0YoYnxs

>>41320750
i have considered that, actually. it is very possible. it is kinda hard to tell, as most of the obvious clues occurred before i had the awareness to look for them

https://youtu.be/yRBCWoMeX78

>>41320759
you absolutely can change your aura

>>if i try to describe myself
>You never seem to manage though. All you care about is the external stuff. You're acting like a behavioral scientist, but Skinner only focused on the actions because we did not have access to the thoughts.
i approach it from the perspective of an atheist who was thrust into gnosis without consent and has just had to learn through my own interactions with synchronicity, without as much spiritual background info as seasoned occultists. this is why i call myself a fledgling wizard; i've been feeling my way through the spiritual dark with only the effects of synchronicity to judge if what i'm doing is or isn't in my best interest

i'm also nutters

https://youtu.be/fwdfDoP0NVs
>>41305991
it goes even beyond that. altered states, either drug-induced, dissociative, traumatic, ect all complicate things exponentially. take the same person with the same life experiences, and put one of them through enough to induce and/or control such states, and they can become an entirely different person. this isn't even including the presence of other mental disorders, too

https://youtu.be/RwiKfBPSiAM