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Sorry fren, got caught up with stuff here...

>5 of Swords rx, 9 of Wands rx, Hanged man rx
>Queen of Wands rx, Wheel of Fortune rx, World
Whew lad. I wanted to help you but let me be honest, I'm not on my best today so take this reading with care and I suggest you get a second opinion, but here we go...
In her mind, she's still trying to reconcile things as what she's been dealing mentally is pretty exhausting and something tells me she's nearing a breaking point but she won't let you know how burdened she feels currently. Still out of fear, there is a chance of retreating if things don't change but I think she might delay bringing that out because she is expecting things to get fixed on their own. I'm not comfortable with prying on third party feelings but it lines up with her thoughts, her mind is a bit self-centered at the moment, it's like her brain is focused on the negativity and might be picking up on some things she considers red flags in your behaviour. Not out of spite but restlessness. Her feelings are still messed up and she's trying to get a grasp of them, trying to find stability and failing... The worst part is that she wants to focus on something positive but eh, idk I'm feeling a lot of confusion from this spread and her emotions. I think once things stabilise in her mind and heart she will see you as the person she always wanted to end up with, but there's too much chaos to be able to see it clearly.

Take this reading with a pack of salt fren but I hope it helps you get some insight and in reality isn't that bad. But I think the more stimulation she has, more difficult it feels for her to let her emotions flow naturally towards you.