Trap here.
Been trying to think of a way to word and explain this without it seeming like a shitty ironic memepost, but here we go.
Two months ago I started my transition process by investing in hormone replacement therapy. At the beginning of this process, my mind felt very cluttered. My ideals were loose and the things I shitpost about were simply that: shitposts and nothing more. /pol/ and /r9k/ weren't really anything serious to me and reasonable conservative values weren't yet deep rooted in my character. But, HRT has pushed me further right.
Through hours of sissy hypnosis videos and bottom training I truly think I understand what traditionalism is, in the female sense. My only goals are to please a nice, conservative, fashy white man and to be the vessel for his lineage (not yet possible). I understand I was born with male genitalia, i know this isn't (((natural))), but who cares? It feels great to appreciate the color of my skin and the true purpose of my body: to serve an alpha white man. I'd do anything to fulfill my race's future.
Also HRT really really really makes me like to listen to old German war music for some reason.
Anyone experiencing similar results from your transitioning process?