>>42531202
That's a very nice edit, thank you anon.
>>42531171
>>42531549
Please excuse me if I don't understand your particular situations fully, anons.
Do you go to online conventions this board makes, anons? For some reason I still can't bring myself to go to any IRL con, and before online cons I feel something like "I don't belong there", but I push myself to at least lurk through most of the panels, and overall I do have more fun than that unspecified misery.
At least with online cons you can easily get out, when you feel they bring you less joy than you hoped for.
>>42533069
I think I'm worried I'll feel the same. Have you thought what could be the underlying issue here, anon?