You guys lied to me. Having a job is a fucking blast once I realize I can manually lower my ego and neuroticism like a switch.

I started to not give in so much to shit like waaah i have long commute waaah i do overtime so much

"Ohh you're making a slave of yourself"
"Ohh the boss is rushing this deadline"
"Ohh this guy is a fucking prick dumping all his work to you"
"Ohh AI is gonna replace you anyway"
"Ohh but nobody is hiring freshgrads"
Literally simply stfu and make your own reality.

Ingrain this to yourself everyday that everything is a stepping stone to better opportunities somewhere down the line. Things are never linear. But what's linear is your tolerance and resilience. Nothing ever matters. Be a fuckup or not be a fuckup. Lift weights, hangout with your friends, date a tomboy, fuck her in the ass, lick her armpits, and grind battlefield 6. Sit up straight. Bring your mechanical keyboard to work. Put on anime keychain all over your backpack. Who cares as long as you're a speed demon and reliable at work.

NEVER DOOM
NEVER DOOM
NEVER DOOM