I would like to preface this by stating i am a very chill faithful god fearer, i am very empathetic kind and giving, and i believe in god in his up most entirety. And i have never felt so damn warn out.
I have my past & demons, and its hard to shake them, I have tried to get rid of it, but its like i can't. I have submitted my soul & god knows. But i am succumbing to pure hatred. its in my heart. I can't express it, Yet i want to let it out. its so hard to contain now. any advice /x/ ? i feel dark times & i can snap at any moment