I would like to preface this by stating i am a very chill faithful god fearer, i am very empathetic kind and giving, and i believe in god in his up most entirety. And i have never felt so damn warn out.
I have my past & demons, and its hard to shake them, I have tried to get rid of it, but its like i can't. I have submitted my soul & god knows. But i am succumbing to pure hatred. its in my heart. I can't express it, Yet i want to let it out. its so hard to contain now. any advice /x/ ? i feel dark times & i can snap at any moment
Anonymous
8/18/2025, 3:08:33 PM
No.40929808
Have you considered a therapist?
Also stay strong, but be kind to yourself and other anon. Life doesn't last forever and you will find your peace in the end. Until then appreciate the little things in life
Anonymous
8/18/2025, 8:36:19 PM
No.40931026
"Do not be afraid" appears 365 times in the Bible, whatever you're feeling forsake it, for Gods love transcends our understanding Ephesians 3:19. He still loves you so talk to him, trust him with all your heart and do not rely on your own understanding Proverbs 3:5 but keep praying and trust he is there because he is. I have been in your situation countless times but God always pulled me back, he can do the same for you. If you're anything like me you've sinned and failed an innumerable amount of times but Jesus has already paid the price, you are already saved, his love never ceases, remind yourself of the parable of the Prodigal son, whatever mistake you made whether intentional or unintentional "God is the same yesterday, today an forever" Hebrews 13:8, so be joyful because he loves you more than you can begin to comprehend. God bless you brother.
Anonymous
8/18/2025, 8:45:42 PM
No.40931058
>>40929283 (OP)
Just accept your hatred? That is part of you? You can’t be perfect and that’s ok? Maybe go outside and take out your hatred in safe things? Like art, writing or maybe destroying objects without harming others physical or emotionally. Hopefully you can conquer your hatred but it might take a while.