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NTA but you want an incredible book that's at least scifi adjacent - and isn't well known (<600 goodreads ratings), picrel. It's the best book that's come out this year. Think Christopher Buckley with a physics degree writes a philosophical scifi novel while on LSD.

Absolutely deserves more awareness, and I say that as someone who thinks there's only a couple dozen books published since 2015 worth reading.