>have almost every rarity 8 gunlance
>have all the armor sets I want
>still don't really enjoy most fights
>don't super enjoy the focus on perfect blocking and counters bc I have bad reflexes and prefer simple guarding
>don't really want to do grinding for artian stuff or talismans or decorations
kind of sad honestly
the base monsters are pretty boring and dull to fight
game just feels sloppy to play
I don't think I'm having any real fun with wilds, it feels too childish
don't feel like trying chargeblade bc it's made boring too
very sad
I may be depressed