>>82474241
Oh, I forgot to reply to your latest replies..
>what makes u say that?
My experiences...
>wut happens during one of ur episodes?
I would usually either go into a spastic crying fit or get enraged and irrational, I would hallucinate, sometimes, rarely, I would get extremely afraid and clam up into a ball and start raging and crying.
>i wonder what it is
I don't know, but it's genuine.
>y do u wanna become a horse?
I don't think I want to be a horse, but it would be a cute little dynamic to play around in with someone, if they were also into it. Umumusume is relevant I guess, for what it's worth I really like Gold Ship and Tosen. Behavior modification is also really cute, and I'm quite into it. The neurological stuff is interesting from an academic point of view... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_reflexes

Horses are cute. Doing cute things automatically by reflex without ever thinking about it and having no conscious control over it is really cute.