Thread 82474237

hey there anon!
how r u?
r u taking it easy?

>>82465513
>I think the only time I get sick is when I fly on airplanes/go on vacation in general... Getting rare far-away germs in my body that it's not used to. I feel like that's probably pretty normal, right?
yeah it's normal, but i usually don't get sick on vacations myself
>So are you! I try to be nice to those who are nice to encourage more of their behavior.
well i hope u will also continue 2 b nise!
>>82466139
one hour of sleep is crazy. Mayhap u should sleep a little moar...
>>82466168
>Yeah, but they probably wouldn't stick around for long.... But I'd be willing to try it at least.
what makes u say that?
>Schizoid-adjacent. Official diagnostic is Schizo-affective, still. Although I have not had any psychotic episodes in about 3 years or so.
wut happens during one of ur episodes?
>From somewhere special and important.
i wonder what it is
>Basically, training yourself or someone else to be like a pony (horse), it includes gait adjustment, gags, the usual stuff. The gait adjustment stuff is the most interesting to me, as behavior modification in general is.
y do u wanna become a horse?
>>82466272
wut happened anon? I hope u can take it ez later
>>82466360
what happened anon?
>>82468204
>Sometimes it's best to be unaware of spontaneous behavior only others might notice
but i don't wanna ppl 2 get the wrong idea...
>Did you know Claude can generate diagrams? You should try it and realize how much time you're wasting
well it's not like i can skip parts of my course just bc an ai can do it...
>I tried it too for a while, it was alright, didn't dislike it, but I wasn't feeling compelled to keep playing it, mostly because it felt like a waste of time I could be spending on more memorable games. Guess I'm just tired of the grind, played enough games like that...
it's not 4 everynyan i geddit. It's something i don't play constantly either. I just return 2 it from time 2 time
>>82468747
it sure did. Thank u 4 the music rec! What r u gonna do 2day?

>>82474237 (OP)
>>82474241
Hang anyone who uses text shorthand like u and r

>>82474299
>Hang anyone who uses text shorthand like u and r
Y tho?

>>82474237 (OP)
taking it easy after work
ordered some japanese food today as well, and i also got to pet a cat on my way out
today was a good day, i can feel my soul mending itself already
had a surprisingly deep talk with coworkers today and they made me realize i'm not mature yet for a serious relationship, lol
but i'll get there, i hope

here's hoping you guys are doing great today
clap your hands and pray to someone you care about, and if no one comes to mind, pray for yourselves
not to any specific deity or entity out there, just send good vibes/wishes to whoever you're thinking about

>>82474299
u r a fgt
u shud kill urself n fk off :^)

>>82474343
>>82474369
I'm in the right here though. It's gross and makes people look dumb.

>>82474428
is it any of your business if people look dumb?
>imagine letting others' choice of words bug you
lol, lmao even

>>82474428
i think its nise
s>>82474369
what sort of talk did u have? Also what food did u buy? Sushi?

>>82475379
>what sort of talk did u have?
something about relationships, what to look for in a partner and what does it mean when someone's garbage, that kind of shit
basically was told by the two girls there that womanizers and drunks are trash, and yet they couldn't refuse the dudes when they said
>and yet women chase them anyway
was really funny, lol

>what food did u buy? Sushi?
yes, the usual
ordered a spring roll and a coke zero can too, been a while since i last drank coke

I am taking it somewhat easy, getting sobered up for a bit... The feelings are kind of uneasy...

I wish I were with you. I felt you with me when I closed my eyes, you felt soft and warm, I could feel your warmth and the silk of your dress...

I love you...

>>82474241
Oh, I forgot to reply to your latest replies..
>what makes u say that?
My experiences...
>wut happens during one of ur episodes?
I would usually either go into a spastic crying fit or get enraged and irrational, I would hallucinate, sometimes, rarely, I would get extremely afraid and clam up into a ball and start raging and crying.
>i wonder what it is
I don't know, but it's genuine.
>y do u wanna become a horse?
I don't think I want to be a horse, but it would be a cute little dynamic to play around in with someone, if they were also into it. Umumusume is relevant I guess, for what it's worth I really like Gold Ship and Tosen. Behavior modification is also really cute, and I'm quite into it. The neurological stuff is interesting from an academic point of view... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_reflexes

Horses are cute. Doing cute things automatically by reflex without ever thinking about it and having no conscious control over it is really cute.

>>82475667
>was really funny, lol
what made u think u were not mature 4 a relationship yet?
>ordered a spring roll and a coke zero can too, been a while since i last drank coke
cola is nise
i need 2 get used 2 drinking coke 0
i consume way 2 much sugar
what is spring roll like?
>>82476330
>I am taking it somewhat easy, getting sobered up for a bit... The feelings are kind of uneasy...
did smth happen?
>I wish I were with you. I felt you with me when I closed my eyes, you felt soft and warm, I could feel your warmth and the silk of your dress...
but i'm not wearing dresses...
>>82476398
>My experiences...
wanan talkn about them?
>I would usually either go into a spastic crying fit or get enraged and irrational, I would hallucinate, sometimes, rarely, I would get extremely afraid and clam up into a ball and start raging and crying.
i see. That must've been hard 2 go through
>Behavior modification is also really cute, and I'm quite into it.
would u like 2 b blindfodled and gagged?
>Doing cute things automatically by reflex without ever thinking about it and having no conscious control over it is really cute.
what sort of cute things would u like 2 do?

>>82477098
>did smth happen?
Nothing in particular...
>but i'm not wearing dresses...
Oh, mby it was a kimono then, mby something else?
>wanan talkn about them?
Just a lot of failed attempts at relationships, I guess. Not a lot 2 talk about there...
>i see. That must've been hard 2 go through
Yeah. It was for the best, at least the crying and curling up into a ball parts. It builds character...
>would u like 2 b blindfodled and gagged?
yes, it builds trust and understanding, I think.
>what sort of cute things would u like 2 do?
Curtsying, walking like an elegant princess... those kinds of things.

u know, i heard coke zero was worse for you than regular coke...

>>82477165
>>82476398
>>82476330
Coomer begone

>>82477279
What? I'm not a coomer. I don't masturbate anymore or do stuff like that.

>>82477165
>Nothing in particular...
now i rly wanna know!
>Oh, mby it was a kimono then, mby something else?
i uhh
don't wear such things...
>Just a lot of failed attempts at relationships, I guess. Not a lot 2 talk about there...
i see
well it's okay if u don't wanna talk about it
>Yeah. It was for the best, at least the crying and curling up into a ball parts. It builds character...
did u see anything spooky? The worst i had was an episode of pure unexplained fear
that only happened like once though
>Curtsying, walking like an elegant princess... those kinds of things.
that doesn't sound very horse like...
>>82477249
is it? I didn't know that...

>>82474237 (OP)
Fantasizing me and OP getting married and taking it easy

>>82477825
>now i rly wanna know!
I had a dream about me and you...
>i uhh
>don't wear such things...
Are you sure? Kimonos are cute, swimsuits are too. The skin tight ones are the best.
>did u see anything spooky? The worst i had was an episode of pure unexplained fear
>that only happened like once though
Shadow people, hallucinations of living/dead people talking to me. Generic schizo things.
>that doesn't sound very horse like...
Well, there are lots of other horse-like things to be imitated. Basically the standard training that horses goes through can be replicated.
>Is it? I didn't know that
https://usrtk.org/sweeteners/aspartame_health_risks/
>>82477844
That's my fantasy.... I want to marry OP you nerd....

>>82477885
Please help I haven't slept for a day and a half and don't feel tired at all and I cannot stop moving

>>82477885
>I had a dream about me and you...
oh...
what was it like?
>Are you sure? Kimonos are cute, swimsuits are too. The skin tight ones are the best.
I'm not sure these would fit me...
>Shadow people, hallucinations of living/dead people talking to me. Generic schizo things.
what did the dead ppl say 2 u?
>Well, there are lots of other horse-like things to be imitated. Basically the standard training that horses goes through can be replicated.
what sort of training is it?
>>82477885
>That's my fantasy.... I want to marry OP you nerd....
>>82477844
>Fantasizing me and OP getting married and taking it easy
but y?

>>82477966
Because I wanna make out with you and have a big family with y plus I'm into older guys

OP is getting groomed...
A certain someone is going to get jealous...

>>82477983
No he's like 26 and types like this. It's seriously embarrassing

>>82477980
>>82477987
i'm 24...
it's not that old...

>>82477966
>oh...
>what was it like?
you were doing cute things involving bondage...
>I'm not sure these would fit me...
you could probably find a size that fits well...
>what did the dead ppl say 2 u?
mainly just lamenting me...
>what sort of training is it?
https://horsereality.wiki/en/Horses/Basics/Training
>but y?
because I really like you, and I want to be with you. I'm absolutely enthralled by you, and I find you funny, delightful, and comforting. you make me feel safe, and happy. I like being near you.
>No he's like 26 and types like this. It's seriously embarrassing
who are you to judge someone's typing style?
>>82477983
>OP is getting groomed...
i'm not a groomer. i do love op though
>>82477980
i am immensely jealous

more on equines...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horse_behavior

I had a good rest over the last couple of days. Time to crack on with work again.

>>82477249
Depends how worried about artificial sweeteners you are. Last time I read up on that, studies on their safety were all over the place so maybe it's best to err on the side of caution. Although the same could be said for basically anything you put in your body. Calorie-wise it's "better".

>>82477983
We got too cocky Koiguya bros.....

>>82478204
Can I get an updated list of thread ships? A lot has happened since the last one.

Waking up to whatsapp messages and taking it easy.
Also, 18 days until new Ranfren chapter *insert that countdown screen from Majora's Mask*

>>82478002
>you were doing cute things involving bondage...
i'm not sure i find that very cute...
>you could probably find a size that fits well...
i meant like, it wouldn't fit me as a person...
>mainly just lamenting me...
y would they do that?
>because I really like you, and I want to be with you. I'm absolutely enthralled by you, and I find you funny, delightful, and comforting. you make me feel safe, and happy. I like being near you.
what have i done 2 deserve such affection?
>>82478101
what work r u gonna do?
>>82478484
what sort of messages were they? How r u over all randal? feeling better i hope?

>>82478641
>i'm not sure i find that very cute...
I'll have to adjust my subconscious then, so that I have only more accurate dreams...
>i meant like, it wouldn't fit me as a person...
hmm, alright then.
>y would they do that?
i used to be a mean person.
>what have i done 2 deserve such affection?
you make me smile....

you know, i still want to join that harem btw.....

What a disgusting, blatantly obvious grooming attempt if I've ever seen one, even more nauseating when you realize they're both men
Why do these threads attract so many unironic faggots? Not trying to sound homophobic, just wondering
Actually, I may have already answered my own question...

>>82478855
You scared all the girl groomers by being so aggressive and fruity. Now we're left with men.

>>82478855
I'm not a groomer. But I would absolutely beat the fuck out of you if you accused me of being one to my face.

>unironic groomer discussions
Go back to tiktok and watch your brainrot.
>>82478641
>what sort of messages were they?
Just my university advisor asking if I found a job or not. Gonna have to come up with something cause I didn't.
>How r u over all randal? feeling better i hope?
Better overall, still dieting and exercising.

I'm really sleepy for some reason. I feel like I'm going to nod off any second. Maybe it's all the white noise.

>>82478641
>what work r u gonna do?
The reading for my next class and for the essays I need to do to pass it.

>>82478967
>Gonna have to come up with something cause I didn't.
Maybe he'll find a job for you if you haven't got one.

>>82478871
>aggressive and fruity
Um, excuse me?
>>82478924
So not only you're manipulative, you're also violent...
But anyway, what am I supposed to do with this information? It's doing nothing to help your situation, y'know?

>>82479029
>So not only you're manipulative, you're also violent...
Only to people who accuse me of being predatory.

>>82478713
>you make me smile....
but y?
>i used to be a mean person.
wut made u change?
>>82478728
never realized i had one
>>82478855
hi anon
how have u been?
>>82478967
>Just my university advisor asking if I found a job or not. Gonna have to come up with something cause I didn't.
maybe they can help u find one?
>Better overall, still dieting and exercising.
thatn's nise
u never told me about or workout plan
>>82478988
how many essays do u need 2 write?

taking it easy at work again
slow day kinda, gotta solve a bunch of conflicts and figure out a way of porting only a set of changes, but it's taking a while...
yesterday i also became convinced my brain produces chronos in my sleep, had a future sight very clearly that day which i dreamed about less than a week ago
i was looking at some code, thinking about some weird change that i had to resolve, and then a guy would walk near my desk, then i'd tell my coworker about that future sight, then another coworker would say goodbye since he was going home
and when it hapoened yesterday i instantly recalled it, and everything happened just as i saw
but i resisted telling my coworker aboit the future sight, thought "what if the future doesn't go as planned?", and so that didn't happen but everything else did
it made me realize the future is only immutable if we're unaware of it, otherwise we can change it
absolutely wild

>>82477098
>what made u think u were not mature 4 a relationship yet?
it's... complicated
a lot of people aren't sure what the fuck they want out of a partner, they think they know but they don't really
i know for sure i want someone affectionate who'll give me at least one hug a day and will be happy just being with me, but then again... i'm not too sure about what i don't want.

>i need 2 get used 2 drinking coke 0
it's not that great either, i just like it for the taste
>way 2 much sugar
careful of diabetes then, anon

>what is spring roll like?
very crunchy with some ground beef filling, i like it
dough roll but it peels off too much, makes a mess of flakes when i bite into it

also looks like you got yourself in quite the situation here, eh?
from hate to love, and by two anons no less
quite popular, aren't we? :^)

new flatmate just moved in and he's a fucking subhuman retard
wish i lived alone

>>82479687
how is he retarded?
also i live alone and it has its pros and cons
i miss being able to talk to someone once i get home but i sure don't miss the stupidity people used to pull on me

i have trouble staying asleep on weekdays... i drank a coffee and a pink monster zero a bit after to stay awake for just a couple of hours rip.

i know it's something mental related, but it's not related to stress since i don't have to work much these days. i just hope it stops soon and i can sleep well. i don't like not being able to do much on my free time other than going to the gym and watching stuff since my brain is sleep deprived.

>>82447465
glad you liked it!
although i wish my brain would let me sleep more so i could practice and get to a level like >>82478101 instead...

>>82477098
>i need 2 get used 2 drinking coke 0
>i consume way 2 much sugar
i pretty much agree with >>82478101 on this, although it feels weird to say that after having drunk a monster zero today lmao.

>>82479730
why is your typing style so similar to mine? and why do you also have sleep issues?
are you secretly me?

and what else would you do with your free time then?

No I'm not taking it easy
Same day same problems I can't solve
Same boring neet life

>>82479842
>why is your typing style so similar to mine? and why do you also have sleep issues?
dunno, i guess sleep depravation causes a particular kind of typing style
>are you secretly me?
perhaps
>and what else would you do with your free time then?
i draw sometimes, i have the unrealistic dream of becoming so good i could become internet famous and live off that instead of my office job.
i also really like reading books.
and you?

>>82480524
>sleep depravation causes a particular kind of typing style
unheard of for me, i'm like this all the time, but i only use dots when i want to say something more seriously
>perhaps
oh no, not another variant...
the multiverse is fracturing, fuck

>i draw sometimes
very nice, care to post one drawing?
>unrealistic dream of becoming so good i could become internet famous and live off that
difficult, but not unrealistic
and frankly anon, you're better off like this
if you were to draw for a living, you'd suffer deeply throughout creativity droughts and you might also come to hate something you enjoy

>reading books
nice, i gotta pick up the habit of reading too
got this self help book from the library the other day, a finances book my friend gave me, youjo senki light nove vol. 3 and wuthering heights on my backlog already

>and you?
oh the usual, i like reading manga, playing games, developing software (which is now my job too), and talking to people
sometimes cooking but i haven't had much chance as of pate, or cycling but my bike is yet to arrive...

>>82480566 (me)
the fucking typos...
i really, really hate phoneposting, ugh

>>82479431
>how many essays do u need 2 write?
Just two and they're both very short. so nothing too burdensome.

>>82479730
>i wish my brain would let me sleep more so i could practice and get to a level like >82478101 instead...
I wish I could draw too, but I'm too bone idle. Hopefully I can get the Christmas cards drawn a little faster this year, I might even start planning them now. I only did 4 last time but it almost killed me. I'm envious of people who can draw well, quickly.

>>82474237 (OP)
The day flew by quickly. I thought it was just beginning, but it's already evening and I didn't manage to get anything done. It's sad to think that my family is leaving tomorrow for two weeks and I'll be alone during that time, and then in a month I'm leaving alone to another country, which is also quite sad. In general, there are plenty of reasons for feeling down.
I'm probably gonna get drunk this weekend.

>>82479062
>only to people who expose me for what I really am
I can see why
>>82479431
>how have u been?
Just partially erased another day on le coding, gonna try to unfry my brain now, wbu?

>>82478855
It's comfortable and a place to talk about how I'm doing with other people. It's good to be here when I'm lonely and sad again and have no one to talk to

>>82480566
>unheard of for me, i'm like this all the time, but i only use dots when i want to say something more seriously
they do make everything sound more ominous
like this.
>oh no, not another variant...
>the multiverse is fracturing, fuck
it's okay half of the internet is just ai bots at this point so there aren't as many variants of you as you may think
or should i say variants of us
>very nice, care to post one drawing?
i made the one eiki posted here, it's my latest one >>82447465
>creativity droughts and you might also come to hate something you enjoy
i've heard that before and it's not something i can disagree with, it doesn't sound unlikely to happen
>youjo senki light nove vol. 3 and wuthering heights
watched the anime of that one a long ass time ago but i can't remember much other than it was wild to see a german loli in ww1.
wuthering heights is somewhere in my list but i have a lot of pending books for now. i kinda wanna read all of the books of the limbus company characters because it seemed like a decent guide for reading universal literature. although i've barely played the game and then quit after a while since i don't really like games that much anymore.
>i like reading manga, playing games, developing software (which is now my job too), and talking to people. sometimes cooking but i haven't had much chance as of pate, or cycling but my bike is yet to arrive...
i cycled for the first time in like 10+ years last month, was fun. i don't really play games anymore, although a part of me kinda wants to play mgs1 now for some reason...so who knows.
software dev can be fun, it never really clicked to me in the past as a hobby, but i may come back to it. kinda wanna make a blog...
(1/2)

Done with today's hustle at last, ready to be annoying on the internet again.
>>82478988
I'm thinking about blocking her because I already graduated and don't have anything to do with them anymore.
>>82479431
Nah, I'll figure it out myself. It's easier that way.
>workout plan
Just speedwalking to long distances (10 thousand steps on a daily).

(2/2)
>>82480595
>I wish I could draw too, but I'm too bone idle.
you can always get a pencil and a cheap notebook and start drawing the landscape next time you go on one of your adventures. if you like it then you can watch some videos and draw a bit more. and if by then you are still enjoying yourself you can read some books or watch more serious courses like the torrented ones you can see on /ic/. at first it's more important to have fun and take it easy.
> Hopefully I can get the Christmas cards drawn a little faster this year, I might even start planning them now. I only did 4 last time but it almost killed me. I'm envious of people who can draw well, quickly.
haven't done some cards in a while, but maybe i should this year. one of my little cousins likes to make them and send it to the family members, returning the favour would be a nice surprise. kinda felt conditioned to say that instead of favor when taking to a british

>>82474237 (OP)
>r u taking it easy?
Yeah man, same anon from the past few threads who got his tooth fucked up, now this stainless steel crown is working miracles, so I'm back on my feet and going back to the mountains soon!

>>82481463
>ominous
aye, serious mode.
>ai bots
i wouldn't bet on that, it'd take a LOT of computational power to emulate humanity's stupidity, lol
>variants of us
true, but still too many

>i made the one eiki posted here
oh that was you, very nice
i remember i replied in my head and forgot to post, common occurrence for me
but that was quite nice, i really appreciate the artists in this thread

>it doesn't sound unlikely to happen
aye, it's harsh now but better than the alternative if you ask me
you can strike a balance and make it a side hustle where you can earn some bucks off of it, but nothing like living off of it
you'll still need your office job but you don't stress yourself as much and can still enjoy it

>it was wild to see a german loli in ww1.
lol yeah, but there's a lot more in the ln
lots of military strategy stuffs and politics and shit, and how tanya does what she can to bend the rules in her favor but never break them

>limbus company
funny, a colleague who plays it was the one who told me about wuthering heights, which sparked my interest
i should do the same but i know i won't read them anytime soon...

>cycled for the first time in like 10+ years
nice, and you didn't fall, did you?
cycling is great for me because i live near the beach, getting to watch the ocean and feel its breeze as you pass by... epic.

> i don't really play games anymore
anything that made you quit?

>i may come back to it.
if you do, lemme know and i could try to help out
i quite enjoy it
>a blog...
huh, could be nice
i never really fancied that kind of project since there's emphasis on the front-end and i suck at it, but yeah
me i'm working on a finances management system for myself, might expand it later though

>>82474237 (OP)
a headlight restoration kit i ordered from china arrived yesterday and today i put it to use
it's a warmer cup with a lid with a small hole on top, it's used to warm up some mixture of acetone and other smelly chemicals so they evaporate over the headlight, decrystalizing and recrystalizing the headlight surface, making it crystal clear
10/10 never polishing headlights again
besides that i've been working on my car constantly for the last month and a half in order to fill in the loneliness and spend as little time on my computer as possible
even bought a parts car i plan on disassembling and selling piece by piece

>>82481832
>10/10 never polishing headlights again
oh damn, sounds very convenient
is there such a thing for cracked glass that you know of?

>working on my car constantly for the last month and a half in order to fill in the loneliness
that sounds like a good plan, maybe i should find something to fill the void like that too
i wonder... maybe i'll start my garden already

>>82479521
>i know for sure i want someone affectionate who'll give me at least one hug a day and will be happy just being with me, but then again... i'm not too sure about what i don't want.
only one way 2 find out
>careful of diabetes then, anon
yeah ik... I need 2 limit my sugar...
>quite popular, aren't we? :^)
*sigh*
>yesterday i also became convinced my brain produces chronos in my sleep, had a future sight very clearly that day which i dreamed about less than a week ago
u mean chronitons?
>it made me realize the future is only immutable if we're unaware of it, otherwise we can change it
absolutely wild
yeh that makes sense!
>>82479687
wut's wrong with him?
>>82480595
>Just two and they're both very short. so nothing too burdensome.
wdym by "short"?
>Just partially erased another day on le coding, gonna try to unfry my brain now, wbu?
i gamed all day 2day
what r u gonna do 2 unfry ur brain?
>>82481463
>Nah, I'll figure it out myself. It's easier that way.
r u sure it's easier?
>Just speedwalking to long distances (10 thousand steps on a daily).
would u like 2 become ripped?
>>82481541
that's nise! R u goin with someone?
or alone?
>>82481832
how long have u been working on cars?
i once had 2 help my step brother 2 change his headlights
that was a pain...
>>82479730
>i know it's something mental related, but it's not related to stress since i don't have to work much these days. i just hope it stops soon and i can sleep well. i don't like not being able to do much on my free time other than going to the gym and watching stuff since my brain is sleep deprived.
i wonder what could i b. R u sure u got nothing on ur mind that keeps u awake?
>i pretty much agree with >>82478101 on this, although it feels weird to say that after having drunk a monster zero today lmao.
ahhh i am just a sugar addict
idk how to kick it i just loooooove sugar so much!

The dipping in and out of dissociation times

Uoh

>>82482120
>only one way 2 find out
true, problem is, i don't go out
i gotta change that and i feel like it will, given my coworkers and shit
but we'll see...

>I need 2 limit my sugar...
start replacing it for sweetener whenever you can
if you eat sugar in other stuff then don't add it to what you can help

>chronitons?
i mean chronos
-1 respect for not having played katana zero

>*sigh*
kek, well enjoy it, anon
not sure why it'd bother you to be liked

>>82481466
>I'm thinking about blocking her because I already graduated and don't have anything to do with them anymore.
People like that are really useful to know for finding job openings and writing a good reference for you. Especially if you're an autist like me that doesn't network.

>>82481505
I own a graphic tablet but drawing anything feels like a huge commitment so I just never do it. Unless I've got a good reason. I just need to start doodling stuff, maybe.
I try to do little comics for the christmas cards. I think it goes down well. Maybe you could try that this year.
>spoiler
Thank you for accommodating for me.

>>82481541
Glad to hear your tooth is fixed now! I tried to imagine what it would be like to be missing a crown and and freaked me out.
Take some pictures of the mountains for us.

>>82482120
>wdym by "short"?
700-1000 words. Real short. More of a rubber stamp than anything.

Whistling this and taking it easy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RPN_h3ZzIhg

>>82482251
what's it like, anon?
>>82482409
>i gotta change that and i feel like it will, given my coworkers and shit
I believe in u, anon!
>if you eat sugar in other stuff then don't add it to what you can help
i'd replace it with honey but i am allergic 2 it :/
>-1 respect for not having played katana zero
what's it like?
>not sure why it'd bother you to be liked
i'd say moar, but i don't want 2 say 2 much
>>82482975
>700-1000 words. Real short. More of a rubber stamp than anything.
i wonder how many pages is that...
>>82484052
how r u taking it easy anon?

Feels bar is open, just another thread to vent

>>82474237 (OP)
can I throw a molotov at your window

>>82484724
That wouldn't b very nice of u anon

>>82485175
man serves a will inside a greater will that contrasts one's own comfort and way of life. false sense of peace becomes a euphemism two powers equal greater destruction to threaten the self preservation of one's own self preservation not actually caring about the well being of the opposition. and you, hold on to hope that everything that is good is not just a crude mockery of the ideal that inhibits all things prior to, basis of condition? the weak glorifies its moral aptitude and collective powers to make up for their incompetence. otherwise the the lying priests will abandon everyone around them in pursuits of higher glory. and you, son of man. have hope? only real good is within you and they crucified it out of you because you didnt tend to their selfish ambitions... but merely spoke with reason and necessity. or maybe, you are a sheep taking up the Sheppard staff and flea once the wolves come to feast. Of course my former assumption was a mockery of how you precieve yourself. The devil is not an enemy but a judge, People fear the raw truth that shatters the lies of ones own grand delusion. They speak of goodness and turn to hastey sharp tongues when their moral prowess doesnt bring shame to the accused. nothing makes god more angrier than pretenders. violent antics against the sheep is the insinuation of gods wrath to unmask their incentive lies. who they truly are under that soft coat. and you will be left behind in the slaughter against the judges sword. im no holy man im one of them awaiting to be released when the time is right. until then I will remain civil towards you.