I'm 32 and I've tried dating, installed one of local europoor dating apps and I've started getting matches, about 20 and like 10 likes from girls I didn't like. I didn't expect it in the slightest, but there lies the problem - I talk with those girls and I feel NOTHING, I'm forcing myself to talk with them, I've proposed 3 dates, they all accepted and they were all fine, but alas, I felt nothing. I simply don't care. I'm an imageboard user for like 18 years now, I was single my whole life and I'm so accustomed to that it's scary. I don't even crave sex, I just want a partner that would understand me when I'm old and fragile, but that requires mental work I'm not used to do. I have a great job, pack of male (already married) friends but I'm aware that I don't live in a stasis and things will slowly crumble if I don't change myself.
Anybody feels like this?