People are nicer to me when i wear especially feminine clothes and makeup. I don't know if its because i look better or because i look worse. I feel so mindbroken. It feels like nothing in reality is real and im worried it's a sign of deeper psychological unraveling. The center of my brain feels like it's being twisted because i drank 1 gallon of coffee today. Im kind of upset. People are irritating me more than ever. I want to be alone but i dont want to be with myself either.
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Its bedtime for me, sorry