>>40810204
I want to be a woman but at the same time I realize im completely male socialized I dont act anything like a woman, I dont socialize like a woman, I dont have interests that women generally have, I dont know the first thing about being a woman. I wouldnt fit in socially at all even if by some miracle through HRT and surgery I "passed" I even doubt thats possible at the point I am in life.
Should I just put this to the furthest corner of my mind and forget about it? These feelings wax and wane right now theyre strong but sometimes I can forget about it. I have taken HRT in the past idk it made me calm inside but didnt fix how I felt if that makes sense.