>>11402379
I...Honestly just feel your pain. My issues with fatigue and exhaustion are nowhere near that bad, not even close, today I felt maybe 10% of what you do. From one internet stranger and/or ghost to another, I just want you to know that while I will never claim to understand what life like that is truly like, the just sheer despair in what you posted is something that I feel deeply. Spending all this time in bed as the world passes you by, the sheer despair knowing that you tried to do something and yet your limited time was not enough. The pain on your body is...I just hope you're able to find peace one day.
If anyone has ever told you you're too negative or something and are just heaping your trauma onto people then that's a pile of complete bullshit since having to live that way is a pile of complete bullshit. Fuck that. If you're regularly suffering that much I don't care what you do to stick around.