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mutt No.11397785 [Report] >>11411857
neet
been quite a while so let's bring this back again!

post and discuss
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Anonymous No.11397855 [Report] >>11398204 >>11401965
I always like to see images of girls who are just as miserable and isolated as I am. I appreciate it, mutt. Last time I just posted Tomoko even if my brain is so bad at focusing that I can't even sit down and watch a anime to save my life, leading to a severe lack of actual context. I did manage to watch Lain 20 years ago though, and she always was more authentic to what this feels like.

Seeing those girls you posted and how they style themselves, the black hair, the skin tone I can best describe as "ghost", since you've rotted away already, I have seen a few girls like that. It makes me think about how I myself try my best to feel alive, especially as a man with the slider turned over to feminine just enough to care about how I look. Even when I am able to look at a human being face to face, there's this idea of still trying to come across as happy and alive, even if inside I feel exactly like your images. Maybe it would feel intimidating to a girl like this who really is my type, but idk, I can't surrender to that horror inside of me, and I always felt I was meant to take leadership to resist surrender for more than just myself.

BTW if anyone tells you they are actually authentically normal and happy all the time they are for sure a alien infiltration unit. Don't trust them. Misery gives you humanity.
mutt No.11398204 [Report] >>11398307
>>11397855
you deserve a hug anon
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>>11398204
Glad we're on the same page. You deserve one too, mutt.

>>11398205
Ive depression nested pretty hard before but I think my high score was still only 80% of the power of this image.

Even at 10% its still not great, but hey, jerking off all day is just all you're going to do.
Anonymous No.11398314 [Report] >>11398431 >>11400721
There was this one older kinda creepy girl who would constantly ask to hug me whenever she saw me in my early 20s.
She was in some sort of poly relationship but clearly found me cute, and we would have these long ass hugs where sometimes it basically felt like she was feeling me up.
This image reminds me of her.
Anonymous No.11398431 [Report] >>11398541
>>11398314
>touch starved, lonely
>especially want this boy I like though
>if I hug him constantly, I can at least have that
>what? Nah I'll shower and take care of myself properly when I am sane enough, hugs now, sanity later

I mean even if she was in that relationship I can feel that. Atleast she asked. Probably did a lot of other messed up stuff, but she learned that lesson at least. If that was a while ago I hope she learned more.
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real
Anonymous No.11398541 [Report] >>11398545 >>11398551 >>11400131
>>11398431
nigga how tf can someone be "touch-starved" in a poly relationship??? she has both her hands in individual pots, and by hugging dude put her foot in another to simultaneously eat from that one, too
Anonymous No.11398545 [Report] >>11398564
>>11398541
Hey man I'm not this woman, idk. Seems weird to just randomly still try to hug people in such a extreme way so maybe that poly relationship was actually online or long distance or actually with 3 other women who were all Hatsune Miku.
Anonymous No.11398551 [Report] >>11398564
>>11398541
Most of the times the "Poly" bullshit is just an excuse for the Chad-Stacey of the relationship to openly cheat on the other partner with more attractive people, while keeping them in a leash for monetary satisfaction or as a reserve in case they don't find any good dick/pussy that season.

So thinking she was touch starved is not farfetched at all.
Anonymous No.11398564 [Report] >>11398580
>>11398545
well you can feel bad for the poly person if you want. i'm not trying to suggest that indulging a poly person's craving for intimacy is bad; i'm just saying that hearing of a poly person wanting lingering hugs and calling them "touch-starved" and "lonely" is crazy work. in my opinion
>>11398551
i've heard some polycule horror stories (most of them), but in my opinion, even if someone is a victim to the polycule menace, i am not going to assume that, because polygamy is founded on different values from monogamy in the first place, so i think i'd be projecting were i (as a monogamous person) to default to assuming poly = victim. so unless she moved across the country with no support system without her polycule, i should assume she just thinks poly is more of a good thing, and hugging dude is reflective of that
Anonymous No.11398580 [Report] >>11398658
>>11398564
That dudes probably going to be a bit weirded out by how much I read into the memories of his old weird friend, but idk, something about how uncomfortable he described it as being, alongside that image, made me think of her pushing out any doubts of how uncomfortable demanding that intimacy was making people, since at least it was something.

Hope she was able to learn from that. Have more interactions with human beings face to face to draw from. At least 7 of them, 7 is a good number.
Anonymous No.11398658 [Report] >>11398676
>>11398580
you know that "_master1200" filenames means you're saving the sample image, right??? unless the file size is too big to post, you're just fucking up
Anonymous No.11398676 [Report] >>11398680
>>11398658
Yeah the vast majority of the time I save the sample size. A lot of the images are actually too big to upload when getting the proper master, and the resolution is still good enough anyways. Best to just do that as a force of habit instead of going to upload stuff and having this forum dedicated to traditional tengri religious practices get mad that it's too big.
Anonymous No.11398680 [Report] >>11398703
>>11398676
i disagree that saving sample images is ever "best" nor "good enough", but different strokes, i guess
Anonymous No.11398703 [Report] >>11398710
>>11398680
I understand the desire to maximize the pixels in all circumstances but it was just too annoying to keep track of which images when saved in full would upload properly and which ones would get me a visit from lightning daddy Perun.

For your own collection of images pertaining to sad anime girls and pre-christian slavic mythology it'd be unwise to rely on trawling the forum to get the best but it doesn't bother me that much. I make sure I have hi res copies of my favourites anyways.
Anonymous No.11398710 [Report] >>11398713
>>11398703
i feel this convo has overstayed its welcome, so this'll be my last reply. if you want to save and repost sample images out of laziness, that is fine, but like i said, i disagree with the idea that sample image resolution can ever be considered "good enough", nor that defaulting to sample images (out of laziness) is somehow "best"

but because i was curious i found a pixiv that posted exclusively .pngs that i scraped recently (with gallery-dl), and filtering by file size (using "everything" by "voidtools"), of the 43 .pngs, all of them are <4mb (can be posted on /d/), and only a single one is >2mb (cannot be posted on /b/; maybe other boards, but i don't know which boards share /b/'s 2mb file size limit):
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/114985975
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/134126970
>134126970_p0.png - 3.35 MB, 2000x2000 res
then i figured, maybe it's cheating, because this artist doesn't draw backgrounds. and .pngs are good with large areas of the same color. i found another one:
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/10035446

of their 125 images, 65 are jpegs, all under 4mb. 24/60 of the .pngs are over 4mb. but this is definitely not standard. i just checked cham22's pixiv anyway, and i only have about half of it on this hard drive, but literally none (but the ugoira) were over 4mb, but cham22 doesn't draw backgrounds, i guess. i also half about half of taigerarts' pixiv on this hard drive, and only a single one is over 4mb:
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/24043865
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/132215172

but i guess taigerarts doesn't tend to draw backgrounds, either. but either way, i think you're full of it. sorry. i do not think it is reasonable to assume that every pic is absudres and >4mb, therefore everything indiscriminately should be a sample image. you could just say you're lazy and leave it at that
Anonymous No.11398713 [Report] >>11400051
>>11398710
Oh no I am for sure lazy. Don't get me wrong. Like its not that many, but the first time a above 4 MB image did me in that was it. I just save shit into a big pile that I occasionally pull from too, like a caveman who barely understands what a computer is. I'm still getting used to things not being abacus based.

I appreciate how much suboptimal pixels clearly upset you, this is the place and the thread for it, just sorry that me being clearly a techno barbarian in how lazy I am with those pixels sets it off like crazy.
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>>11398713
>There was a HOLE here.
>It's gone now.
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Anonymous No.11400091 [Report] >>11400131
Does anyone else cry because they can't be a young NEET girl forever? I wanna go back I want to enjoy the comfy times forever
Anonymous No.11400131 [Report] >>11400554
>>11400091
All good things must eventually end. Best advice is to find like-minded neets.

>>11398541
She was the third wheel but for one reason or another wouldn't end things. Poly relationships are usually just 'grass is always greener on the other side' in practice.
Anonymous No.11400554 [Report] >>11400580 >>11400766
>>11400131
>All good things must eventually end.
You don't understand how it hurts. I'm genuinely sobbing. An actual flood of emotion that causes me to scream and cry at once
I never even got to enjoy it to it's fullest in the first place.
>Best advice is to find like-minded neets.
I'm not even a NEET anymore.
Anonymous No.11400580 [Report] >>11400606 >>11400766
>>11400554
There just isn't a satisfactory answer to how to not be upset about growing old, especially as a girl. The only way I think to truly defeat it would be to have partners and friends accept you unconditionally in a extreme way, but identifying with the sad anime girls means you aren't doing too good in that area.

The past few months Ive had long crys for the first time in years. If its any consolation, it's not just you. Maybe it'll make you feel 0.5% better having a threadbare connection to a internet stranger who is also upset about being in his early 30s. Maybe 0.3%?
Anonymous No.11400606 [Report] >>11400608
>>11400580
>There just isn't a satisfactory answer to how to not be upset about growing old
Usually it's just numb but then something happens that reminds me about being a kid again and then it sets me off and I start crying uncontrollably
Anonymous No.11400608 [Report] >>11400665
>>11400606
...Yeah, even the culture of the time, especially if you haven't seen it in a while, its flashing back to how much you've lost by not ever doing anything. Hope my lain pictures aren't doing that right now, I personally look shellshocked whenever I see our old friend Windows XP.
Anonymous No.11400665 [Report] >>11400674
>>11400608
>...Yeah, even the culture of the time, especially if you haven't seen it in a while,
I have nostalgia for even just 3 or 4 years ago. The last 2 years just feel cursed
Anonymous No.11400674 [Report] >>11400683
>>11400665
When every year is worse than the last, it's just mathematical to feel nostalgia for 2021, however utterly cursed that statement is.

(Also Tomoko is happening, do not resist)
Anonymous No.11400683 [Report] >>11400699
>>11400674
>feel nostalgia for 2021, however utterly cursed that statement is.
Yeah, I think around 2022 was when life started feeling off for me
>(Also Tomoko is happening, do not resist)
Idk what that even means
Anonymous No.11400699 [Report] >>11400766
>>11400683
It was always just a slow grind down for me, makes the years going on even worse. Did something particularly bad happen for you in 2022? It never really...Peaked that much for me.

>Idk what that even means
I had a cache of Lain images I was posting, now I found some Tomoko ones.

Just have a bit of a complex about attempting to post images alongside my posts whenever I can, nothing more.
Anonymous No.11400721 [Report] >>11400724
>>11398314
There was one girl in my major who would hug me almost every Tuesday and Thursday for like a year and a half.
I think I probably would have an heroed if it wasn't for her
Anonymous No.11400724 [Report] >>11400766
>>11400721
Yeah...Looking back, it's not hard to imagine what not getting that bare minimum physical affection would have done. It's been a while for me, it's pretty rough.

I actually do go on walks every Tuesday and Thursday, for about 20 minutes. Even if I increasingly feel uncomfortable in my own skin in this world trying to go out and see what things look like is invaluable as a touching grass expedition. Helps you attempt to stay grounded, and also just helps you not do the same day every day. There's a reason why it feels like time has stood still despite it being years.
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>>11400724
Subjective time moves faster when it's buried in routines.
>>11400699
COVID turned the gradual realization that the mid-to-tail-end of the millennial generation and older zoomers were getting old into a sack of bricks. Your 30's are a weird time because you're too old to be young and too young to be old, but instead of a somewhat graceful transition you went into COVID in your late 20's or early 30's and came out... old. And despite having a golden opportunity to try and reinvent yourself you squandered it, probably on stupid stuff. Speaking from personal experience.
>>11400580
>>11400554
Growing old is what you make of it. It is a massive privilege most people aren't afforded, but it is also a reflection of the life you've lived. It is also why it is so damn important to have meaningful social connections. COVID utterly obliterated my social life- my best friend died and it made me realize the people who were calling me friend were absolutely not. I'm pretty introverted but isolation goes from an oasis to a prison pretty quick when it isn't counter balanced with meaningful social engagement.
All of which is to say that you shouldn't beat yourself up too much. You can scorn your past self but you made decisions that made sense at the time and if you had the option to go back, you'd do it all over again. Change sucks and it involves forgiving yourself for your past decisions and conceding that you're a giant fucking loser but being self critical turns into self loathing real fast. And doing what you've been doing will only bring you were you've already been.
Not gonna wish you happiness but I hope you find whatever you're looking for.
>I'm not even a NEET anymore.
NEET is a mindset. Especially when you're not 23. The reality is that most people wont get 'tism bucks and financial realities don't let you be unemployed forever.
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To be told that Ive been dead for a long time and this is actually hell would be ultimately vindicating. Clearly something has gone deeply wrong on this planet, this isn't living. To know that for sure would harden me even more to live for even a single day, even if it takes 80 years.
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Anonymous No.11401507 [Report] >>11401649 >>11401937
I wish women like this existed.
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Anonymous No.11401649 [Report] >>11401660
>>11401507
They do, just living this way as a girl must crush your soul even more. There's just not a lot of other ways to explain my interactions with them.
Anonymous No.11401660 [Report] >>11401691
>>11401649
Why would it crush their souls? They're getting pampered and spoiled at home
Anonymous No.11401691 [Report] >>11401864
>>11401660
It's not the worst. Getting autismbucks you can occasionally order doordash to feel slightly better. Sure, monthly rent is 150% of your income, but disability isn't meant to keep people alive. If you have family to support you then it's not the worst, plenty of people don't and aren't capable of complaining anymore.

Trying to rise above that with death hanging over you is hard enough, but since you do often want to interact with people similar to you that's part of why I think being a girl helps you just give up and retreat to the neetcave. I'd describe my view on feminism as "There are infact differences between men and women and I'm really mad about it", even at a basic level everyone treats you differently as a girl. There's this culture that you're the one that people will fight to break through the isolation and misery for, which makes it even more soul crushing when you still need to try and you don't. Best to just rot with your own feelings rather than face your friends that you think you've failed.

There's someone who posted around here a while ago, possibly years, talking about how she is seeing her friends for the first time in 6 years. She posted a update after a while that it fell through and she still is trapped in the neetcave, but I remember that since 6 years is a long time, made me feel better that she still isn't dead. Ive got a long time to go before someone I know reaches that high score but the idea that I can still one day pull them back even after that long stuck with me. So long as you are still technically alive, you can still one day see a human being face to face.
Anonymous No.11401864 [Report] >>11401885
>>11401691
I suppose girls may worry about social expectations more. However, she must at least lead a happy life if she can't change. Taxes fund neetbucks, it would be a waste not to enjoy it. If my food is stolen, I would rather have the thief like it than that they throw it away
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Anonymous No.11401885 [Report] >>11401899
>>11401864
I much prefer when people freak out about getting robbed, actually. It means you're getting something good, you didn't bring the parabellum for nothing.

Nah honestly idk if you're trying to get a rise out of me but you're fine. You got any more images of anime women playing Nintendo consoles? It'd be a real shame if something were to happen to your virtual boy...
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Anonymous No.11401899 [Report] >>11401917
>>11401885
>You got any more images of anime women playing Nintendo consoles?
Maybe
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>>11401899
I mean I guess that'll do. I tried to look at your virtual boy before I swiped it but now I can't see anything anymore. I'm sure those girls are cute though. Put the anime in the bag and nobody has to lose today.

As far as the neet experience goes I do wonder how many people also do drugs to deal with that. My autism is far too powerful to ever be defeated by drugs but the cultural shift around weed where I live has been absurd. Can stare at a wall and get assistance with disassociating all day without the anxiety. I do use take-out food a bit like that but I prefer my drugs to be prohibitively expensive and also slowly kill you while not smelling as bad.
Anonymous No.11401937 [Report] >>11401956 >>11410359
>>11401507
I mean
I do
It sucks
Anonymous No.11401956 [Report] >>11401957 >>11402003
>>11401937
Yes.

Idk why people think that just because girl neets don't go outside they don't exist. Boy neets go outside the exact same amount, baka.
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>>11401956
I had no idea 4chan had that word filter. Waow.

I could look up which ones are in effect but its more fun if I don't and just randomly stumble into them.
Anonymous No.11401965 [Report] >>11401990
>>11397855
i hope you're able to find some level of happiness, even if it is fleeting, today. from one ghost to another i wish you all the best, anon
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>>11401965
I appreciate it, fellow ghost. If only the ghosts I do know understood just how much I get stuck on them. I wish you all the best aswell, anon.
Anonymous No.11402003 [Report] >>11402011
>>11401956
I guess, I try and put myself together when I do go out, so it's not like I exactly *look* like a neet when I'm outside
Anonymous No.11402011 [Report] >>11402019
>>11402003
Yeah if you go outside lacking in hygiene and stuff like that it brings the misery inside your soul to the forefront. Need to struggle at that and try your best, especially when its rare to go outside, it's a good opportunity to show the world what you want to be one day.

Honestly even if I'm struggling a lot more now Ive pushed to be a lot more ontop of that. Not been dumb enough to go outside not having showered in a while, although I swear my hair has a mind of its own with how many new problems its having. It wants to become like picrel, and will fight me in hand to hand combat to get there.
Anonymous No.11402019 [Report] >>11402023
>>11402011
For me it's a bit different.
I wasn't always this bad, I actually did have and hold down a job for like three, four years. Got a bachelor's. I have the memory of how to function. I just don't have the energy anymore.
Anonymous No.11402023 [Report] >>11402379
>>11402019
The memories of having been alive, once. I would like to hope they can motivate you to reclaim that one day, but I have a feeling they would torture you further. I suspect they would for me.

The exhaustion, I already spend hours every night flashing back.
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Anonymous No.11402379 [Report] >>11402729 >>11408405
>>11402023
I wish I could.
I have no idea what's wrong, no amount of blood work or physicals have found anything. I'm just constantly exhausted, and even small exertions put me out of commission for a day or two.
I helped a less functioning friend of mine clean their apartment about a month ago. They had let their fridge completely go, and had just let fast food containers and stuff build up in the living room, it was awful. They live on the second floor of an apartment complex, and going up and down those stairs to get the 20 some odd bags of trash down to the cans wiped me out for seriously a week, my legs STILL hurt a bit from it. At least a part of it is just I'm older now, but, it's not been a normal experience. My parents both have more endurance and ability to recover from things, and my dad's almost 60. I'm not even THAT out of shape. Just overweight, not even obese. That's entirely on the back of not being able to do things anymore, too. I used to be in good shape. When it started I was in relatively good condition, 'cuz my job was sorta physical. Stocking.

I have the memory of functioning, and the desire to do so. I know how to do things, I feel the need to do things. I'm just so fucking tired, constantly. I'll sleep 10, 12 hours, and wake up tired. Towards the end when I was working, I had gone down to three days a week, all I could do, and my first day off, I'd sleep for like 16 hours, wake up for like three, then go back to sleep for another 4-8. I hate that I can't do anything anymore. I hate that I'll wake up more tired than I went to bed. I hate that doing moderately straining things I used to be able to do without a thought will have me in pain for a week.
I can't even masturbate properly. Cumming makes my legs clench in a way that I'll feel for a few days. I'm too tired to do it at night, and doing it in the morning kills anything else I could do during the day, and using anything besides my fingers or an external vibe leaves me sore for days.
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Anonymous No.11402729 [Report] >>11403177
>>11402379
I...Honestly just feel your pain. My issues with fatigue and exhaustion are nowhere near that bad, not even close, today I felt maybe 10% of what you do. From one internet stranger and/or ghost to another, I just want you to know that while I will never claim to understand what life like that is truly like, the just sheer despair in what you posted is something that I feel deeply. Spending all this time in bed as the world passes you by, the sheer despair knowing that you tried to do something and yet your limited time was not enough. The pain on your body is...I just hope you're able to find peace one day.

If anyone has ever told you you're too negative or something and are just heaping your trauma onto people then that's a pile of complete bullshit since having to live that way is a pile of complete bullshit. Fuck that. If you're regularly suffering that much I don't care what you do to stick around.
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Anonymous No.11403118 [Report] >>11404868 >>11408405
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Cute.
Anonymous No.11403177 [Report] >>11403245
>>11402729
Thank you. It is too much though, especially out of nowhere like this, sorry for that. Just feels good to complain a bit, and feel a bit heard, even if it's probably a buzz kill.
I'm stubborn as fuck so that's not really a concern, and it's not like there aren't nice ways to pass the time. And there's the part of me that's very aware and grateful I have support from my parents, and a few very good friends, to be able to exist in relative comfort like this. I can't imagine going through something like this actually alone. Just, getting to complain a bit is nice.
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>>11403177
Nah man. Ive got a sleep disorder problem that is life long and seemingly also unsolvable. It might max out at 10% of that power honestly. Exactly enough to know just how awful it would be to have to live that way, even if you were screaming every single second you're alive that'd still be acceptable. I don't care, that's some extreme bullshit to have to deal with every day. Vent wherever and however you need, even in the part of the internet about sad anime girls.
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Anonymous No.11404868 [Report] >>11405294
>>11403118
poor sick girl has no tits
>>11403257
i like this category of technically unappealing girl, shrinking away from everyone hides massive fucking tits
Anonymous No.11405294 [Report] >>11408382
>>11404868
Great aren't they?
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I miss the old internet
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Anonymous No.11407292 [Report] >>11407582
I've been away from these threads for a while (because I think hanging around them was bad for my mental health), but I kinda missed them.
Anonymous No.11407581 [Report] >>11408405
There was a period of me being terrified about becoming a NEET when I was older after a particularly shut in summer, now I've become a hikki whose weekly "outing" usually consists of sitting alone in a quiet section of my favorite park
Anonymous No.11407582 [Report] >>11408365
>>11407292
Being on this site is already detrimental for your mental health anon.
I've been trying to stop too, but being dead honest with you, I just got nowhere else to go.
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Neet girls are the cutest
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I love huge babies.
Anonymous No.11408365 [Report] >>11408405 >>11408530
>>11407582
Yeah
I used to use it a bit years ago, in a much more limited form. I'd get a new game or watch a show or something, and find threads about it, since that was usually better and less... I guess I'd say, intensive, than talking about it anywhere else. More as an accessory to enjoying a thing, than a primary thing I would do. Sure, every now and then I'd shitpost a bit or argue about something, and I've liked using the red boards to talk about things I can't talk about anywhere else since forever.
But it wasn't until I started my decline that I ever started using 4chan as a primary activity, and substitute for actually doing things.
And it's absolutely not healthy. I FEEL the way my mind gets hooked into shit I don't care about, or get anxious about missing a thread that will be there now, later, or ij a year anyways. And worst of all, I know it's not healthy, but I still do it.
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>>11405294
Yes. It's adorable and hot as well. Maybe they really didn't had much curves first, probably felt unsexy compared to rest of her classmates, ended up wearing baggy clothes anyway so even when she blossomed at least in chest area she remained nerdy, neet dork. Then the bomb drops as she starts undressing and bummm her massive tits are out. Maybe she is now ashamed of them being so ugly and grotesquely large
Anonymous No.11408405 [Report] >>11408909 >>11409645
>>11408365
It isn't unhealthy. Your way of engaging with it is unhealthy. Set some modest limits- don't linger on a thread, see what you want, make your posts, move on for the day- and you'll be fine. That and have high-investment social relationships rather than talking to random internet strangers, which is the polar opposite of it. The problem is when people start treating 4chan as a replacement for meaningful human engagement when everyone here is a stranger who owes you nothing and expects nothing from you.
>>11407581
>>11403118
Completely perfect.
>>11402379
At a glance, have you had your rT3 levels checked? Doctors will frequently request TSH tests for your thyroid but T3 / T4 / Free T3 / Free T4 and rT3 tests will often fly under the radar and many doctors don't understand that thyroid issues can crop up with seemingly 'normal' TSH when it's as low as 2 and doctors are getting scores back hanging around 5. Thyroid is complicated and most doctors can't be arsed to figure it out because it's also one of the more frequently over-reported meme issues. So they run the cheapest, quickest test, misunderstand the results because it lacks context and proclaim it can't be your thyroid.

Otherwise, just how clean is your living space? How old is your mattress? Over-exposure to environmental mold (dust mites, mildew...) can suck the life out of you and if you're not sensitive to it, it'll frequently fly under the radar. Tons of seemingly weird stuff- like an over-accumulation of polyester clothing and bed sheets, over-consumption of industrial food- can all accumulate into an environment designed to kill your energy levels.
Anonymous No.11408482 [Report]
One chance at life and I am a wagie moid instead of a neet foid.
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>>11408365
Hey you're right to understand that this is a horrific facsimile of human interaction but in terms of how to do better than that I just don't know. A lot of the ways Ive conned myself into settling with this life are extremely personal, as I imagine they are to you. If there was a foolproof way to feel better than this you wouldn't be here, nor would anyone.

I like when I look at the anime girl and she's just as sad as I am. That's nice atleast.
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>>11408405
idk but i feel like she wants to die posing like that. Like she is super emberassed but doing it for her fans and not hating it. It's just after posting it, she would plant her face into the pillow and screen "FUCKING HELL I WANT TO DIE, WHY DID I POST IT AAAARRRRGGHHHHHHH"
Anonymous No.11408941 [Report]
Games are the best
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Anonymous No.11409645 [Report] >>11409820
>>11408405
>Otherwise, just how clean is your living space? How old is your mattress? Over-exposure to environmental mold (dust mites, mildew...) can suck the life out of you and if you're not sensitive to it, it'll frequently fly under the radar.
Pretty clean, I think. Lotta dust, that accumulates quickly 'cuz high desert, but otherwise pretty clean, and it's so dry most of the year there's no real mold growth anywhere there's not active running water. Probably a bit less than reccomended for bedding and mattress cleaning and changes, but, I stay on top of it. Daily showers, sometimes two if I've feeling especially shit. Cleanliness is just about the only thing I still do maintain. Food-wise I can be a bit swingy by week, but I think I mostly do pretty well there, too. Mostly fresh meat and veggies, my pressure cooker is my best friend, since I can do big cooks that last a few days. Curry is easy like that, pot roasts, ribs, carnitas, refried beans, that kind of stuff. I used to be a lot more varied, that much I do know, but, making tons of dishes or too much ingredient prep is just exhausting.
I'll research the thyroid stuff. Worth a shot at any rate, I think I have my next checkup in a few weeks, can't hurt to add something else on.
Clothing wise, idk. Mostly I live in tank tops & sleep shorts, or sweaters & sweat pants by season these days. I have other stuff, just, if I'm not going out, I don't bother changing.

And yeah, that's definitely what it feels like for my 4chan usage. It's definitely more and more a surrogate for interaction. I'm trying a few strategies to moderate it, but, only slight success. I'm not as alone as some, I do have some people and try to get out once a week minimum on principle, but, it's still way easier to just do this.
Anonymous No.11409804 [Report] >>11409820
I've gotta stop jerking off so much. I'm doing it 3-4 times a day, which is always a sign I'm letting my life fall apart
Anonymous No.11409820 [Report] >>11410223
>>11409804
Should be doing it like 6-8 times a day, that'll sort things out.
>>11409645
Ever run a half-decent air quality scanner (so down to ~1 micron) for air quality? Mold is tenacious and I wouldn't assume that just because you live in a place that's only not a desert by about an inch or two of rain annually that you don't have any.
>I'll research the thyroid stuff. Worth a shot at any rate, I think I have my next checkup in a few weeks, can't hurt to add something else on.
When doctors run out of ideas and rule out the obvious signs of thyroid cancer / conditions, diabetes and sleep disorders they tend to run out of ideas. Diagnosing a thyroid is half an art so a lot of them wont even understand what they're looking at.
>Clothing wise, idk. Mostly I live in tank tops & sleep shorts, or sweaters & sweat pants by season these days. I have other stuff, just, if I'm not going out, I don't bother changing.
It's more the material than the type. Polyester is common and should generally be avoided. Both in terms of wearing it but also because the simple act of laundering polyester clothes exposes you to crazy amounts of meme micro plastics.
Anonymous No.11410223 [Report]
>>11409820
>Should be doing it like 6-8 times a day, that'll sort things out.
I'm scared of doing damage to my dick. I was was unable to maintain and erection and it scared me so bad I didn't jerk off for a week
Anonymous No.11410358 [Report] >>11410502 >>11410624 >>11411074 >>11411144
>neet thread
>it's only females
i hate this shit, women can't be lonely
retarded thread
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>>11401937
trannies don't count
Anonymous No.11410502 [Report]
>>11410358
Sorry anon. I only want a female neet housepet to take care of, molest and love
Anonymous No.11410624 [Report] >>11411926
>>11410358
There is no love for boys.
A woman will never write a love letter for man as they are super defensive and we just a bunch for creepy bastards on their head.
Sorry.
Anonymous No.11411020 [Report]
every board I visit has it's venting doomer thread, is it a sign of recession or am I just that fucked?
Anonymous No.11411074 [Report]
>>11410358
Anonymous No.11411144 [Report]
>>11410358
Sobbing. Girls are cute
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>>11397785 (OP)
>>11397787
>>11397789
Anonymous No.11411926 [Report]
>>11410624
Not true. Love letters are childish and dumb and women are more likely to write them to guys they actually like. It's actually a girly thing (hence a bad idea to write them as a guy anyway).