>>11400554
There just isn't a satisfactory answer to how to not be upset about growing old, especially as a girl. The only way I think to truly defeat it would be to have partners and friends accept you unconditionally in a extreme way, but identifying with the sad anime girls means you aren't doing too good in that area.

The past few months Ive had long crys for the first time in years. If its any consolation, it's not just you. Maybe it'll make you feel 0.5% better having a threadbare connection to a internet stranger who is also upset about being in his early 30s. Maybe 0.3%?