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>shithead efriends decide to pull prank on me
>send people out to stalk me, harass me, doxxed me and gave out my number and info as well
this is a very common schizophrenic experience though, and it's not common at all for people's idea of a prank to be about stalking and harassment. but to give you the benefit of the doubt, are you off your medication right now? if yes, and you're not experiencing feelings of being stalked or harassed, then you were indeed wronged by people in the past. if no, and you're still regularly taking your medication, then keep taking them because it's likely you're actually schizophrenic. it's a very tragic mental disease because it makes you believe things as genuinely as anyone else, and as sad as that reality is, medication really is your only salvation.

as for if you should an hero, i wouldn't if i were you. i went through similar experiences, and i agree that you shouldn't 'just get over it'. live life as genuinely as you see it, whether it's mediocre comfort or painful, but it's the only way to eventually create a new path for yourself that is personal to you, that isn't determined by anyone else. i believe you can do it, because i'm doing it. call that cope, but maybe that's all we can afford ourselves when we sink that low.