>>41529353
My fellow Bi-Chads, I need your wisdom and advice desperately. .

I am currently 26 and had to move in back to my parent place recently, because I was cast out of my apartment by my rich Parisian tomboy GF. I have been unemployed for six months and she was mad that I could not get a job. I spent most of my days doomscrolling and then sending 1-2 applications a day. I suffer from chronic pain and I am so drained after my master and getting rejected form 40+ jobs. I am usually really functional, but now i am slightly dysfunctional period. She is from a rich bougie Parisian family so I understand that she is disappointed because of high expectations and class difference, but at the same time she was unemployed herself for over a year. I don't understand why she cant sympathies with my situation. We now have a 30 day brake. Even though we have never really argued and have a otherwise perfect relationship, it came so abrupt that she threw me out in a extreme rage. I love her, she is beautiful and I have spent the last two summers partying with her in Paris or in her fathers castle in the country side. However, I also bi and only got to fuck one guy (an assyrian twink) before meeting her. I once traveled to Berlin and accidentality did Acid in kitkat while seeing a rave orgy taking place.. I was to scared to partake. But it was magical.

I am unsure If I should try to get my women back even though she kinda betrayed me in a vulnerable situation, or if I should just embrace the bi-life with sex parties and drugs.