>>33513490
This is all factually true and it has made me ignore advances from women despite being actually conventionally attractive which is something many guys would die for. I wish I wasn't a hentai addict but it's the only place where I can get an external path to the eros that forms into some kind of deeper spiritual love even if in a sense it's still pandering to my ego and not a higher cause. Most men crave to die something above themselves while women are stuck on trying to use men for material gain.