>>40504939
>Oh, they already figured out what it is.
Ah thank god for that, honestly. Even if it’s still a pain in the ass (ha). Do they know if there is anything medical they can do to help you or is it all just one big knife swinging surgery conga?
>maybe they won't, ya know? Or maybe it is at least helpful to assume that they won't – at least for now.
>good to see you're not letting this get you down
From what I’ve understood they sent me home with some of the bacteria remaining, so it’s probably a question of time before it flares up again. There seem to be some signs of it already.
Financially and physically I can’t keep doing what Im doing right now, and it does feed into some bad habits but… The noise of people and overexerting myself is better than the alternative and might give me something to look back on when I get too sick to do anything.
Still want to kill or hurt myself all the time, and still living like a dysfunctional mess but hey: those new people don’t need to know that.
>>40505606
Wauw! (no but on a serious note that would have been a scary outcome, sheesh…)