esi nahasia en pidä minään

My father will die from cancer.
I have no other reason to live for.
Thats all I have to say.

I wonder how hard is it to get a 12gaQt in a third world country, without first getting mugged and stabbed into a painful and agonizing death. Ideas for a self-checkout device?

I also have benzos and some opiates, but from what I read its a long fucking agonizing death. First vomiting, then perpetual seizures, and who knows what else.