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more of OP's house tour!

I need a way to quickly, briefly, explain the moral and philosophical background ,of the behaviour I will start having; I'm EXTREMELY bitter\resentful\upset at the universe or reality, because I found out a neighbor's daughter flew to india because she's a model. so, she flew to india to do some retarded model s* photograph shoots. I can't quite cope or accept that WHY NOT ME, who flew to the magnificent india -country of celibate ascetics- for free, as she did.
So, I decided I will adopt in my real life, daily life the motto of : "i could literally die any day might as well live to the best possible level, be brave, daring and reckless—im on rock bottom, can't possible lose anything
How do I explain all this s* very quick, whence I'm questioned or put unto inspection for beheaviour irresponsibly with money, food, health, etc? among other possible disruptions of orderly life expected of societal humans.

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I also know there are genuine serial killer fangirls ,I knew one IRL.
Lately the MKU guy, Maniac ,is being loved by those abstent-father girls. Interestingly, K-pop boys *haven't* been co-opted by looksmax-niner memers...Maybe they're not "evil\edgy" enough??
>Also it's weird how Sutter KEEPS being obsessed with iskcon\krishna cults...his newest S.F. handbook has article on it, his previous insight role (New Bihar Mandir) was pseudo-iskcon, TOBV and TOB encouraged hare krishna mantra...