>>82076418
I was alone because i was too weird and talkative and people actively avoided me as a result. I think it's because of my undiagnosed ADHD and my weird hyperfixations on random shit that i would rave about to other people.

I'm 20 now and i missed so many social milestones. And i don't mean like having a relationship or anything. I never even had friends i've kept for more than a few months in my entire life.

I basically don't know how to interact with people, and I don't think I can learn to.