I can't imagine wanting to starve yourself to look like a garrish macabre imitation of a woman. I've always wanted to look like picrel, a warrior phenotype

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Try a boxing gym if there's one near you. Boxer's are always extremely lean and fit, even if they're in a smaller weighclass like lightweight or flyweight. Don't worry about building muscle, I think you need to build some anyway you were rail thin the last time I saw you, like underweight..