>>717732738
This. Nothing in this life matters at all. The only things that "matter" to us are born out of our emotional atachements which give the illusion of meaning and purpose to our lives. If you have little to no such attachements, there is very little meaning to your life.

For me, it is my parents, they are the only anchor to this pointless existence I have. I don't want to hurt them any more than my loser existence already does thus I have resigned myself to enduring in this worthless life as long as they are around. No parent should go trough the pain of their child's suicide.

>>510446104
No I cannot. It is over for me. I am 32 years old kissless virgin with chronic depression, some form of mild autism and/or undiagonsed avoidant personality disorder. I've been stuck with these mental disorders for well over a decade now, my attempts to get my life on track have all collapsed, I am an university drop out, my only skill is being semi decent at drawing shit and the only thing keeping me afloat is gibs from the state and my parents.