>clean the dirty dishes
>ready2sleep now
>I should probably st0p drinking again
>getting bad thoughts
>not really in the mood to go back to my regular life after this over
>the endgame of this trip was to actually end it when I planned this trip last year
>but then that piece of shit had to steal my spot
>I dont wanna follow his fucking steps
>but there is nothing to look forward to with certainty
>working with dad n our kind of work is 2demanding4me without any motivation
>I hate being alive
>goodnight