>>717405379
Never gave even a penny, but being a former wing commander junkie myself, I get the initial desperation for what was promised so long ago.
I had a lot of sympathy for years. But at some point you gotta wake up, accept the truth, and get out of the cult. If you still can't do it, sorry man, but I can't spare any more for you. You don't have the excuse of brain rewiring from gambling or drinking.