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>Be me
>Told I'm "very cute"
>Youthful looking
>Smiley and friendly
>Magnet to "good girls" like this
>Uncurably autistic and have OCD
>These girls knock on my door
>Open slowly
>They see my apparently pretty face with a smile
>"Hellooo :)"
>They light up and become insanely excited
>My natural charm makes them wet and they think they've found their soul mate
>They yap on about their book of mormon as I go with the flow
>I ask about Joseph Smith and love to see them happy
>I take their book
>They want more so they eventually come back
>I have OCD and have been performing rituals for the 48 hours they were away
>Knock on door as I'm counting to 10 to turn off the faucet
>I didn't turn off the faucet correctly
>I panic and experience existential dread and want to kms
>Don't know wtf this world is or who I am
>Could literally kms rn but the door keeps knocking
>I must open otherwise I will have changed reality forever and they will never come back, I will have lost them due to OCD
>Open, not like myself
>It's these two again
>I put on an act and come off as insanely weird
>They wanted more of the previous but now they got absolute lunacy
>Left gives me that look, confused and careful
>I hurry to cut the conversation short while keeping it friendly
>Rejecting them to their face basically
>They leave, confused, hurt and questioning their judgement
>They don't know what to feel or what happened
>"I was so perfect..."
>They talked about me so much and hyped me up, and both got humiliated and hurt
>Will resent me for the rest of their life and they don't even know what they did wrong
>Betrayed
>I go back to closing my faucet (trying to do it correctly but we all know I won't be able to)
