well anyways, frustrated and embarrassed. have traded poorly these last few days, got shaken out of a good position, albeit at a healthy profit, and a lot of talk and no action has made me feel like a fool, talking wkey and btbt... everybody gets scared sometimes, everyone looks like a fool sometimes, everyone has bad stretches. stuff to remember babe. still nervous this market goes lower, and definitely feel like the market put a "kick me" sign on my back. waiting for noon when i can get a little late-season sunshine on my porch, try to come up with a trading plan and de-stress.
love you lots babe, and as tough as things seem right now i'm still optimistic about us. i know how much i changed from when i was your age, and i didn't even have any help. you have so much potential in you, there's so much room to grow. be well.

slept most the night. didn't even plan it like that, just happened. really positive development and hope it can continue. good morning sweetheart, see you're up. i hope your day goes well. i'm going to call my mom in a minute, she just got back from a cruise, she'll be coming home in a few weeks and i'm excited to see her and my dog again. not much planned for today, gotta go out and get bananas and a few other things, but just relaxing. sore from yesterday's workout but otherwise feeling really good. excited to see how intc and my other stocks trade, am feeling pretty bullish right now, even though the market is near highs, there's been a lot of selling under the surface and in the last few days the russell has started to outperform, think there's more of that coming, and i expect eth to make new ath's this year as well.