>>7716045
I don't know ur situation, maybe you have an undiagnosed learning disability like ADHD or autism or something. You might want to try to get that figured out and treated if possible, if something like kindergarten is overwhelming for you then that screams autism to me. Are you overwhelmed in large groups of people or loud places too?
Like I said, I wasn't really thriving, it was just pure survival at some point, but it did force me to reach down deeper than I ever had before. I wouldn't have considered myself as a person who was hard working at all, even in university in my stem program I was bullshitting a lot. Like if you knew how to study efficiently you could start studying 1 week before the midterm and final exam and get an A and spend the rest of the term partying and playing vidya. In art school you never have to write an exam (yay!) but everything is a project that takes a lot lot lot of time.
If you are diagnosed with a learning disability, you can get academic accommodations at almost every school. A couple of people in my class where taking a reduced course load from this so they where taking like 2 or 3 courses a term instead of 7 or 8. It would take you a lot longer to graduate but the workload would be much more manageable!
There was also a girl I met in one of the evening nude sessions that was studying in animation, she was quite physically disabled, like using those old people sitting/walking chair chair wheel things. I think she had a neurological or nervous system disability because she kinda dragged her legs along when she walked like she couldn't really control them that good. I talked to her for an hour after nudes and she said she was taking like 6 years to complete her 3 year program. She wanted to go to teaching college after and become an art teacher after. Its kind of hope fuel that if you really want something then you can get it.