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>>40795594
Sorry to only chime in now, but I am deeply, deeply sorry for this nightmarish situation you have found yourself in. Please, whatever you do right now, don't retreat into yourself now. I am sorry for your loss. We are here if you want to talk. Tell us about him, his brother, anything you want.
>>40788519
One thing I do with half watched shows on Crunchyroll is that I make a numbered list and have an RNG spit out a number in that range for me. Then I force myself to watch an episode of that show no matter what. I groan and am upset at first but I do end up getting into it after the first minute or two.
>i probably have autism and ADHD or something like that, the vocaloid videos with lots of colors and fast moving graphics does feel like autism bait, and never keeping still usually
You might wanna look into our ADHD resources. We also have stuff on planning for neurotypicals (like SMART goals), browse our stuff a bit and see if something resonates with you.
>>40790300
I'm glad to hear. Manmoding hell seems to be a painful experience.. I don't think they will throw the book at you for something this minor though. happy to hear you did the laundry, you might motivate me to follow your example!
>>40794433
>I really gotta follow up with this place again this weekend, a lotta stuff has been going down yet it has yielded very little progress unfortunately.
Take your time Anon, we're around.