>>40929412
tried to contact my SP entity mentioned here >>40882004
by literally asking it to scare me/fuck me while dropping my guard willingly and felt something new. I've always experienced hypnic jerking while in trance in my arms but this time my legs felt like they were being bathed in warm silk and my toes involuntarily curled upwards while my closed eyes spasmed. Lasted only a brief moment but it felt incredible. Dunno if it's the same entity and I don't think it's actually a ghost but who cares.