2 results for "365b75c6fce3c7151a32ec3c8c3d6fa9"
>>83023686
right we wouldn't want the masses to be happy would we
>>83023782
i want to give up. i don't think there's anything I could ever do that would make me not want to give up for more than a few days. i want to blow my brains out im tired of dealing with it's bullshit. i see no way out of this mess im in
>feel like you'd be unable to fulfill it no matter what it was
indeed i do. im not even sure I have a purpose. i just cling to random ideas and gaslighting myself into thinking I have hope
>answer the other questions
no
>>82883200
i guess it's hard to say for me. how could a narcissist hate themselves so much? and yet some things i do and say make me feel like i can't be anything other than that. what is making it obvious for you?
>>82883280
>hoping that with enough reminders
i guess, that might work. i do try to answer back to my brain each time it tries to tell me things that aren't true, though it's difficult when im the only person trying to prove it wrong
>forgive yourself
I don't know if there's a way for me to do that. it's such a difficult task. the threads help since they make me feel like im at the very least putting back some good in the world despite all that I've taken. but i don't think it's enough.