I'm really depressed. I guess I'm learning the hard way that if you're a man you're alone in life and you gotta do everything yourself. My family are all religious nuts and think that they've figured it all out, so I have no support to speak of.

I'm in the process of getting fit but what I really need is a job/career path/way of making decent money. I need to feel useful and confident again and my confidence and innocence was shattered by a cheating whore.

It's been a tough life but once more into the breach.