https://youtu.be/8UsYLb3O8fI?si=4wKp5cnbDQD7D-je

>>40805558
yeh i mostly just miss being ignorant to my circumstances desu, my childhood sucked but at least i didnt understand that just yet. still had blind love for people i really shouldnt have and just generally thought things could get better. i know they still can but the hill has been steep lol :o
>but there is still much beauty. i hope the both of us can enjoy it more.
beauty isnt lost to me thankfully i just fail to see when its there cause its lost a lot of its color through the years :0 i usually miss the good things while theyre here and heavily reminisce on things that coulda been :) i know it can get better for anyone and that hope will never leave me. im sure we can anon
>>40805597
whats wrong with that :x

https://youtu.be/fdoaePr8lUo?si=EfpgAGiUhJ1lPLWp

>>40747067
>but you might be being too hard on yourself.
its all i know desu, ty and im sorry. sometimes i need imposing desu
>>40747058
i dont really wear skirts. and i wear a dress i have shorts on under
>>40747092
because i can be nice and cool, just have an avoidant personality so it usually ruins it

https://youtu.be/p04gm-HFSrs?si=eOGad7hnDXqsd8D-

>>40696842
dont let your dreams be dreams anon. im sure theres a depressed mid 20s man thats wants what you dream about
>>40696861
ty mr shirmp i hope youve been well :)

https://voca.ro/131Ql9s8V4q8

I wasnt made for lovin
but I been workin at it
half of my life
spent shamefully yearning
and lifes been cruel to me
far as i can tell its over
now i post on the clover
waiting for him to save me

let my hubby be
real for me to see
please dont take my hope away

let my hubby be
just the one for me
please dont let them be foolish dreams

na na na la la la

yeh