>>40898991
>Interesting idea. My experience as a tulpamancer is sort of unusual so I can't quite relate to that. I've never been bothered by the same malicious spirit for an extended time. Maybe it would be comparable to attracting "spirit guides" whose goals for you aren't what you want
After a few years of experiencing it I noticed that it calmed a lot over time but still make a point to make me know it's here from time to time and annoying with a very specific signature, like an itch that you either learn to live with or a fire that you need to learn to put down by trying different methods and learning what fire is to begin with and why it started, be it using a bucket of water, a fire extinguisher or leaving the home burning for a new place etc, if it works it works and people will naturally follow through with further practices of the system which helped them get rid of the trouble, you mentioned Lilith love giving harsh lessons and I think this is pretty much in line with this, I've also heard deities didn't like people who can't help themselves, that or it's a specific one telling you to come to them already and stop procrastinating.