>>41012633
This wasn't what I was planning to do because there has been a lot of interference lately and I'm trying to silence the noise. But I'm a sucker for spiritual love queries. And I'd be happy to answer the question with the love and seriousness it requires with the tarot, however it's dark and I'm still in bed so I cannot pick the cards but the Voices already said something about her.
>She is a Desert Rose
To me it sounds that she thrives in a barren environment, a beauty that stands out but still blends. This is me inferring now but she could be literally from the Middle East or any other deserted/dry landscape. Rough early life, now she is one with her place. She is special in my eyes anon, a nurse in the heart, strong willed, a midwife of love. You won't spot her at first because her looks, despite being beautiful, she's modest but her voice, when you hear her voice is when the magic begins, and you'll see a contrast between both of you, oil and water yet somehow you'll match like yin and yang, a bit of you in her, a bit of her in you. That would happen in a very ordinary place like a gas station or grocery store
I'm shown these numbers but no idea what they meant 30-35-50-45-22

>>41012659
>Saint Paul has the key
>Halo, they all have halo
>Ruski, Ruski, Hi Rasputin
>God didn't reject you, you rejected Him but you're still called to His womb
>I cannot materialise ghosts but you'll see their fingerprints on the table
>I have kept that knife for so long, it scared me that night
>Psychosis big time
>Do not let me recognise you, I will need a restraining order

>>41012698
Thanks anon, it's been a week already but I'll survive
>Open the 7th gate, not the first, not the 6th
>Your day will come
>Do not be governed by men but spirit
>Secular knowledge openly offered
>Love from Joseph
>She was a skater boi, she said see you later boi, I'm not good enough for her
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