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>Maybe one day I'll reach that
i am petty sure almost everyone does that eventually. some sooner rather than later.
>Was it a sudden thing for you
i can't remember, honestly. i think it was gradual, over the course of 2023-24. those years were really important for my self growth i think. lot of things happened
>what's sonething you struggle to care about?
my future, myself, my family, often everything in general. having the "nothing matters" mindset has it's drawbacks i guess.
>at least you care about the Anons on this board
indeed, but don't you think it's odd? i care about random people online but i don't care about other things closer to me. why? because i feel some kind of connection with anons here and i don't with everything else? perhaps.
>but I'll check it out anyway
humu, lemme know what you think. i also like more calm soundtracks from games too though. like songs from breath of the wild
>some awkward questions like whether I'm single or married
...why does that even matter in a health checkup i wonder? good luck with the blood stuff once you'll have to go do that. also im not sure it's a good idea to buy a laptop just to post here
>you'll have to do a 5 hour train ride soon
ughhhhh...