>>40789138

my ocd is like that so much. action paralysis. but for the hrt specifically, it was different... it was mostly fears about taking medication (any medication).

i actually got diy at 15, so from 15 to 21 it was 6 years of unnecessary pain.

here's me at 19 vs 21 when i started :c i didn't even look great at 19 but it's still so painful to look at the difference