>wasted my 20s no friends no job no degree on my computer
>realization hits im 30 and the internet is all fake meaningless bullshit
>mind starts falling apart

Going to therapy for the first time absolutely mind raped me

I'm tired of being fat
I'm tired of being an alcoholic
I'm tired of living at my grandma's
I'm tired of being broke
I hope that one of these days the russians will drop a nuke on my city

>>82427344
I wish I wasn't such a lazy fuck so I could go live in the forests and caves.