hello anons. events today have maybe ended my first-ever (!) period of remission from depression. old negative thought patterns (i have no agency, everything good i've ever had has simply fallen into my lap by no particular effort of my own, my utter lack of willpower means that my life will forever be pointless) are reemerging but i'mhaving some success translating them into I'm the world master of wuwei, I perfectly follow the dao, I'm zhuangzi's greatest pupil, Laozi is smiling upon me