>>938780052
i literally can’t stop and i’m getting so depressed. this has ruined my life. i’ve been addicted for over 15 years now. i am an inexperienced virgin and i’m insecure but it lets me fetishise all of that and now feels irreversibly like part of who i am. i really do want to quit though. i’m not just saying that. even being in the uk is triggering at times though because i feel absolutely helpless and demoralised. i even made a tinder of a black man yesterday to see if this is all bullshit and the account got over 100 likes and matches in less than a day and they were all the typical blonde petite white girls and i asked just one question of if they were only into black men and 85% of them said yes, i went further with a few girls and most of them said they’d welcome a black takeover and black people running the country and one girl even said she has an entire account on twitter for watching bnwo content