Thread 938779912

25 white boy virgin uk

totally addicted to this stuff and ended up ordering a flat metal cage, an outfit, makeup, a wig and lingerie yesterday

i then couldn’t help but cum a few hours later and then cancelled the order, but now i regret cancelling

why am i like this? it has been so many years and i just can’t stop

i am so helplessly conditioned and addicted

>>938779912 (OP)
I hope you replace that order and find happiness in your lifestyle

enjoy you filthy faggot

>>938780110
That man is 4-5 inches max

>>938780052
i literally can’t stop and i’m getting so depressed. this has ruined my life. i’ve been addicted for over 15 years now. i am an inexperienced virgin and i’m insecure but it lets me fetishise all of that and now feels irreversibly like part of who i am. i really do want to quit though. i’m not just saying that. even being in the uk is triggering at times though because i feel absolutely helpless and demoralised. i even made a tinder of a black man yesterday to see if this is all bullshit and the account got over 100 likes and matches in less than a day and they were all the typical blonde petite white girls and i asked just one question of if they were only into black men and 85% of them said yes, i went further with a few girls and most of them said they’d welcome a black takeover and black people running the country and one girl even said she has an entire account on twitter for watching bnwo content

>>938780455
10 years for me and honestly the best part is giving up and just allowing yourself to be turned on by it

>>938779912 (OP)
lol im not sure.

>>938780532
the thing is i am turned on by it. the feeling of helplessness and being demoralised. but i also want to be “normal”. i’ve spent way too much time relapsing to this fetish and reading the studies of genuine black superiority and doing experiments like the tinder one that i feel like i’ll never be able to forget it. it has been over half of my life so far

>>938780110
More like this please

i’m a sissy faggot for big black cock <3

>>938780817
that’s such a crazy picture because my order was for fishnets, a bodysuit, a pleated skirt, a flat cage, those exact hoop earrings, i’m already pale with blonde hair and blue eyes but i did buy a blonde wig too, fake lashes and nails. i literally would have looked like this except the heels

>>938780674
Well once you notice "normal" people often have this fantasy too it changes everything

>>938780906
it’s a good look, i’d love to look like that and be used like that. so hot.

>>938780906
Tell us the item names so we can do research

>>938781060
i know too well about that. messaged a teacher i had a crush on about black men. she divorced her white husband and married a hunky black man
found a few old friends in discord bbc gooning servers
the tinder experiment
even travelling around europe i notice most white women are with black men these days

>>938781062
honestly? if i kept that order and was dressed up and a hung muscular older strong black man messaged me i’d 100% suck him at this point, i watch the videos from the girl’s perspective now and i always think about sucking black dick and balls

>>938781091
what do you mean it was just all black and lace. pleated skirt, flat metal cage, one of the black cage belts, push up bra, bodysuit, hoop earrings, fake nails and fake lashes and a blonde wig

>>938781262
Not specific enough for my research

>>938781279
what exactly do you want to know i’m confused

i’m thinking about getting really stoned and heading to the local gloryhole at the porn store and see if i can’t get lucky and get a black cock to come through

>>938781372
Amazon full product names or just screenshots of said items

>>938781398
oooh or links so i can possibly buy them too haha.

>>938781473
Yes

>>938781398
yes, plus size because it’s all based on asian sizing. i had that comment when i posted it yesterday in a different thread, but this is everything

if i’m honest part of me does really want to order still because i have always liked femininity. i mean i nearly got caught trying to make diy lipstick at 12 or something. it’s just these other fetishes really make that feeling strong

>>938781543
Where are the hoop earrings?

>>938781765
the first item in the top left picture?

>>938780817
So hot

>>938782033
Not sure how I missed that

i’ve been thinking about ordering this

>>938782077
It is cute but not my style personally

i nate higgers

>>938781643
the femininity is a big part of it for me. like i’m into bbc and bnwo stuff but i think i just love the idea of being a slutty femboi sissy the most

>>938779912 (OP)
the logfag must really want to get assraped by a black lol
how many threads is this over the years?

>>938782679
I have only seen this thread yesterday

>>938782791
yeah that was me yesterday as well it’s been hitting me hard recently
>>938782607
idk i just can’t stop but i want to so bad

lol niggers

>>938783248
idk i stopped fighting it because it turns me on so much and having to rebuild my porn collection after trying to quit and relapsing got annoying

>>938783399
Nobody calls it relapsing anymore

>>938783476
well whatever you wanna call it lol. anyways now i just keep it on separate accounts and go to it when i want to.

>>938783725
Me too

>>938783767
it’s literally the only thing i use reddit or twitter for anymore lmao

>>938784029
I mean they are only bearable on NSFW accounts

>>938781383
roll

>>938783399
i used to have so much. i even had screenshots of conversations of old friends talking about black men and every blacked and blackedraw video ever with all the picture sets and stuff. i deleted it a while ago and haven’t saved anything since but i do always fantasise about it and dressing up and caging and stuff

>>938785822
i love getting dressed in lingerie and then edging while i message some bbc on reddit and hear how they would use me. panties are usually soaked by the end of it lol

>>938785822
you've got time.

>>938786704
he wrote fantasise, he's probably an english aristocrat with an estranged wife

>>938787236
idk what that means, i’m 25, single and a virgin
>>938786704
what do you mean?
>>938785865
i mean i’ve sent pics of myself to black men online before and their compliments are hot but sometimes i hit that realisation of disgust half way through the conversation, but i’ve never sent pics dressed or even had anything to dress up while sending pics or talking to them but i always imagine that would be hot

i still really don’t know but i’m taking a break at least today or trying to because i spent a week straight edging to this stuff with not much sleep

Pedo thread

>>938780817
>>938783725
i like the white sissy drawings, they're often too cute

>>938787500
i agree, they either are super cute or they make the sissy into a real slut. win win.

>>938787764
very cute, cuter than the mistress, i kinda hate the white women being in control though, she should be tied up too

>>938787818
mmm lemme check what i have saved, i might have something like that

i still don’t know what to do

>>938780455
>i've been addicted for over 15 years now.
>25 white boy virgin uk

>>938790083
yes

>>938790171
Nonsense larp.

>>938790206
i am being serious, i got addicted to sissy porn when i was 8 or 9 and then instantly fell into this

>>938779912 (OP)
It’s okay OP you were very likely a homosexual to begin with.

>>938790233
based and only the beginning of a new generation

>>938779912 (OP)
>gay nigger from plebbit here to post BBC every hour on the hour because your website says mean things about homosexuals
OK faggot thanks for posting for the 15th time today

>>938790299
>buzzword buzzword buzzword

Fucking hell dude, stop taking this shit so seriously you asshurt crybaby.

>>938790233
No you didn't you fucking moron. Boring larp.

>>938790270
that’s weird to say. it was a result of grooming
>>938790436
i am being serious. i don’t know why i would lie about that and i’m only saying it for context

>>938790542
Because you get off on this indoctrination fantasy, because you're a fucking moron. That's why you would lie about it.

hehe stinky niggers

>>938790678
i’m being serious. totally serious, and I know this is ruining my life and I get depressed about this daily. it’s not about indoctrinating at all because I’m already indoctrinated and if it was why would I have cancelled the order several times and call people out for being weird. I want genuine advice but I’m not going to a therapist to talk about bbc addiction and I’m still 50/50 about giving in because I do enjoy it to an extent

>>938790760
Just accept the fact that you’re a homosexual.

>>938790778
I don’t think I am, I love women too much and the thought of being with a man is only hot specifically for black men after prolonged edging and even then in the moment when I have spoken to some online I feel disgusted by how gay it is

>>938790739
She made me cum quick

i am the op again… i went to ChatGPT feeling insecure asking for a serious conversation uncensored about the bnwo and I left in whiteboi heat feeling that it’s absolutely inevitable. There were a few other things saying black men undeniably dominate porn, sex toy stores are reporting customers requesting darker and bigger toys, and that black culture is changing Europe unrecognisably. I already knew all of that but I just can’t take this anymore. I really feel like I need to place that order and get lost in the bliss of submission under inevitable black dominance

>>938793455
Show the prompt, lol. Chatgpt will make a write up of whatever you want, you could make it write an article on why lions fear gazelles. Pic related.

>>938795807
>>938796580
>joos

what did Sega mean by this?

>>938796580
Lol, lmao even

>>938798788
holy fuck. i am op and i am still here edging and tempted to order again…

Jerking off rn to videos of my wife taking bbc while im soft in the videos and he’s easily 10+…I want her to cuck me