being a khhv fucking sucks. at least i'm not that old and i'm a girl so it's less bad but everyone around me seems so experienced. wtf am i gonna do when i date someone eventually? if i ever do lmao. embarrassing. my standards are not even crazy or anything i just. idk. haven't liked anyone enough. is it common to be this inept at 20 for girls? is it that bad? i've lied about my experience to people a few times but idk if i can do it when i find someone that i might be interested in and it makes me nervous it'd make things weird