>>50203049
Yeah going to Japan will create that for me. Its me fully embracing who I am and truly going after what I want. No longer downplaying my Japanese interests, fully embracing liking what I like. And that includes the women. Like I always never considered an Asian girl an option, because I consider them high tier women. I wasn’t worthy of chasing after an Asian girl. Who do I think I am? The gaul.

Then I met this Chinese girl a couple years ago, who was totally interested in me. Our interactions were the most amazing interactions I ever had. It changed my life. It made me realize a girl as amazing as her could like me.

I never made a move cause I wasn’t worthy. I had nothing to offer her, she literally was out of my league. Too beautiful, too young (she was 23, I was 28). Fast forward to today, shes getting married. Not even to an asian guy. But he is a better man than me. More fit, has his life together. It made me realize, whats stopping me from becoming great and also going after I want? Asian girls are super rare in America, so why not go to Japan where they are in abundance?


Now Im learning Japanese, getting fit, working on my career together, and Im dropling hobbies like video games in favor of stuff like learning electric guitar. I CAN get an asian girlfriend, nothing is stopping me from becoming worthy. I just need real hobbies, take care of my body, read more, learn Japanese, get the career going. And i can become like that guy the Chinese girl married. I could be sad she got married, which I am, but instead it lit a fire under me. Feeling sorry for myself wont give me the type of girl I want. Becoming the person I need to be, will. So Im doing it. I want a girl like that Chinese girl I forever lost.

>>50202420
Same, why are you learning it?